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They found a note reading I'm not suicidal, I'm the opposite.
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WHOA, that's unsettling, Like it shouldn't be that should be
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a good thing. But like, right, why would you need
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to why would you need.
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To say that?
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Yeah exactly, it's like you're trying to convince yourself almost.
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Yes, yeah, it just very much is giving the lady
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doth protest too much to me, you know.
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Yeah.
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Aside from that rather ominous statement, the note made reference
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to Carawac and included a drawing of the Cheshire cat's grin.
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Ooh yeah, Hi Cassie, Hi Caitlin, Hi, creepy people. Hello,
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what's up? So this is pn W Hants and Homicides,
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where we chat about true crime, the paranormal, Cassie's haunted
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doll stickers.
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Ooh, I'm saying we might have to do patroon on us,
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where I read not haunted doll stickers, because they're funny.
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They are really funny. They're a lot funnier than I
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thought they would be.
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Charlotte thinks they're not funny at all.
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Yeah, she was deeply offended, and that's why she has
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once again decided to go supersonic. So if you hear
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anything that sounds like a tea kettle. It's not because
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it's hot in its summer and we're not drinking hot tea.
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It is, in fact, my tiny, tiny dog.
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Yeah, that thing over there interrupting.
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We just started. Charlotte. I know it's a good thing.
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She's cute. Goodness. She really has no idea how lucky
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she is.
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Maybe we'll figure out how lucky she is in the
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terror reading we do at the end of every episode.
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She won't believe us. But the tower card, you're chaos
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and destruction. She is chaos and destruction. All right, Well
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should we get into this? Yeah, let's do it. What
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are we doing? What do we go?
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Oh?
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So it's this is my episode. So yay, point one
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for the True Crime Team.
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I guess you didn't do a spooky I you.
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Know, know, really, although I do feel like there's it's
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not so much that there's like a haunting related to
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this case, but it does have a very eerie feel
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to it. Oh okay, I don't really know how else
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to say that without just giving away the plot.
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I don't know if that's better or worse. But here
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we go, yep, and then there we go.
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There we done what Yep. By the time Leah was
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twenty two, she had lost both of her parents. And
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here she is on the verge of graduating from college.
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And I think she just really felt lost and didn't
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have a lot of direction. And I feel like she
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took this trip as a soul searching trip, said Kara Roberts,
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reflecting on her sister's state of mind on the Larry
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King Live Show Larry King, Larry King Oldest Wooze done yet?
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You know, I think he's alive. I believe so.
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Yeah.
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In her early twenties, Leah learned guitar, took up photography,
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and adopted a kitten she named b after dropping out
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of North Carolina State University in Raleigh against the wishes
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of her older siblings just months prior to completing her degree.
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I'm sorry, but fuck them. I love all of that.
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I know you do, you girl, Yeah, you do. But
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here's the thing is, if you're that close to graduating
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and you have presumably accumulated, shall we say, perhaps a
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sizeable debt for the degree program that you're about to complete, listen,
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if you're not feeling it, I know, but you're so
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close and you're gonna have to pay for it. It
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literally sounds like something I would do, So, yeah, I know,
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and I just I'm a finisher. I'm a closer. I'm
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not I have a hard time. I can be a
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little bit.
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Of a completionist.
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So that's what she said.
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That is indeed what she said.
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In the short span of just about two years, she
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had lost both of her parents and survived her own
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brush with death after a near fatal car crash.
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Oh shit, yeah, I kind of a lot going through
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a lot, like I can understand. Yeah, like, if you're
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that traumatized, maybe making decisions that are right aren't exactly
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the best, but maybe feel right in the moment for
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what you're going through.
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I don't really know.
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Yeah, I feel like that, And I don't think I'm
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gonna remember the exact phrase, but it's it kind of
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reminds me of like you're coming up with short term
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solutions for a long term problem.
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You know, from that accident, she'd suffered both a punctured
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lung and shattered her femur, and while she survived, no
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doubt the recovery would be brutal for either singular injury.
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I can say that with some level of certainty because
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I watched my brother recover from I mean, not shattering
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but breaking his femur. It didn't look like that much
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fun kind of ruined this summer. I'm gonna be honest, dude,
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I can't even so. I just I broke my ankle right, like,
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I can't imagine shattering a bone, like a bone that
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you use to walk like, Yeah, mine wasn't that bad.
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And it was bad.
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Yeah, well, and the femur is so serious because people
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can die from that like it. Oh, I mean the
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combination of the two for me is truly unimaginable, Like
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either one of those is really not awesome, and both
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of them at the same time when you've already just
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kind of been through so much and it's like you say,
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it's like you're maybe not in the right headspace for
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good decision making.
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Yeah, no, it doesn't sound like it.
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And you're already young, so we know you're kind of
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you know, you're winging it, you're flying by the city,
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your dumb dumb pants. I'm still doing that, I know.
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I was like, I say that as someone who is
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still very much flying by the seat of their dumb
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dumb pants. Whatever you have a grown up job. You're fine.
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Yeah, I'm that you have a grown up job. You're
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doing great.
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I guess I don't know. I do have a retirement account.
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It does frequently tell me I'm not saving enough, but
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we are. We don't want to talk about mine, You're like,
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I'm like, listen, everyone is assuming that I live long enough. Okay,
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So I feel like we're throwing a lot of eggs
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in that basket. In light of all she'd been through,
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it made sense to those closest to her that it
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seemed like she was searching for something, something like meaning
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or direction, maybe just something different, but it was clearly
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still a very active search. She became deeply drawn to
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the writings of Jack Kerouac, as so many similarly searching
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young people have for decades.
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Now sounds familiar, but I don't know who that is.
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Yeah, you know, I'll be honest, I have I've never
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really gotten into like reading his you know, on the
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road or it sounds really interesting.
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Maybe we should. Yeah, I feel like I might just.
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Kind of be at a point in my life where
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I don't know if I would appreciate it in the
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same way because I'm I'm just I'm past the point
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of where I'm like, oh, I'll sleep on the floor
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or you know this or that, just so that I
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can have the adventure.
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You know, a venture av.
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I'm like, I'm down for an adventure if they have
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clean linens, yes, and a comfortable mattress okay, and hopefully
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they've preferably also chilled my wine prior to arrival.
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Toilets are a must. Oh god, a clean toilet is
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a must. Clean toilet. Yeah, that's kind of key.
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I can't go anywhere without my wipeies. If you're that way,
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it's the toilets not clean. You can clean it with
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the wipeies.
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It's kind of I mean, but it's so true. How
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did we ever live before white flushable white bees? I
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have no idea how I survived. I don't know. I
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don't know.
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Billy Paper just didn't cutting it.
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At one point, she had discussed with her roommate Nicole
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and another friend Janine, her desire to take a Carauhac
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inspired road trip west, which is to say, apparently like
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kind of like the rough and tumble, kind of definitely
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not staying in like three star, four star, probably really
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like no star accommodations. Do you know what that is?
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What that's Carol? Whack bro Sorry, I had to How
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did you know that was going to come?
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Because it was obvious. I had to make the obvious joke.
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It was right there.
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It's because I'm sensing something bad. It's going to happen,
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and so I'm trying to stall and bunnies anything I.
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Can kill four hours. But let's circle back to the beginning.
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Leah Toby Roberts was born July twenty third in nineteen
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seventy six in Durham, North Carolina. She was the youngest
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of three children born to Nancy in Stancil Roberts. Leah
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was known to those who loved her as an intelligent, introspective,
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and deeply curious person, someone drawn to philosophy, literature, and
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big questions about life and meaning. She was fluent in Spanish,
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as well as both a vegetarian and a smoker.
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Hey now balanced, Yeah, and so.
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To me, it just seems an odd contradiction to be
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a vegetarian and also a smoker, Like those two lifestyle
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choices are not necessarily diametrically opposed, but it's just an
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observation as an outside outside you know, to her inner world,
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and I don't know, not mutually exclusive. Plenty of people
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like hold really health conscious or ethical food choices alongside
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other habits that kind of work against those same goals.
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We all contain multitudes.
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I actually wasn't able to find whether she was a
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vegetarian for whether it was like more of a health
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choice or more of like an ethical consideration.
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I don't know so, but I just didn't like it
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meets yeah, gross, Like most of the time, I don't
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really like meat that much.
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It just I mean, obviously I'll eat pepperoni and a pizza.
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if I'm like chewing like steak, because you have like
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when it's chewy, I don't know if it's it just
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depends on the mood and what I'm thinking about, and
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if it's infiltrating. I can get grossed out by meat
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like pretty quickly.
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It's not hard to do, even as someone that is
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definitely a meditarian. She had a strong Southern accent and
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beauty mark on the right side above her upper lip.
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Oh, I love a beauty mark. I know, so, Marilyn
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of her I know, even though Marilyn's was fake.
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It's fine. Yeah, I think I knew that at some point,
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and then I always forget because it was such like
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a core thing.
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It is fake, right, I'm positively I don't know. Google
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now I'm down.
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I know Google it it was real. It's real.
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That's what Google is.
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That Why did I think it was fake? So here's
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what it says. Yes, Marilyn Monroe's famous mole was real,
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but it wasn't always as dark as it appeared on screen. Oh.
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She naturally had a faint, flesh toned mole on her
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lower left cheek, which she regularly traced and accentuated using
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an eyebrow pencil to create her iconic dark beauty mark. Okay,
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that's why. Okay, so it looks fake because she was
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like doing.
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It up, and if you're wearing like makeup, obviously you
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know you have to like either swab it off to
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like have a show or like yeah color.
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Yeah, okay, so we're it was both fake and real. Yeah,
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huh huh. Known for her warm and engaging personality, when
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Lea was enrolled at NCSU, her course of study was
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a double major in Spanish and anthropology, though for many
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the college experience isn't without challenges. Her college years were
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marked by compounding personal tragedy. It was during her sophomore
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year that her mother, Nancy, died suddenly of heart disease.
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It was soon after, in the fall of nineteen ninety eight,
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when Leah was involved in the car accident that could
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have claimed her life. The resulting injury to her femur
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requiring surgery that left a metal rod the length of
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her right femur and a surgical scar on her right hip. Shit, yeah,
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pretty intense, but surprisingly, she told her sister Kara, she
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felt born again after her recovery. As someone who's never
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broken a bone, I have to imagine it has to,
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in some respects be kind of a transformative experience.
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I'll have to ask my brother, we're going to bone
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that badly?
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Yeah, I don't know.
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He was so young, Like, was that your experience, like
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even at a like pre k age, or is that only.
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When it happens like as an adult.
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I feel born again. That's because my memory showed up.
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I don't remember anything else for her memory so short.