Healing Hearts Medium: Past Lives, Protection, and Spirit Communication

100:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,000[MUSIC]200:00:04,000 --> 00:00:07,440So I had a reading done for myself.300:00:07,440 --> 00:00:09,540I come another medium that knew nothing about me,400:00:09,540 --> 00:00:11,120nothing about my granddaughter.500:00:11,120 --> 00:00:12,740And she says, oh, your granddaughter in spirit,600:00:12,740 --> 00:00:15,160says, why haven't you written the book, grandma?700:00:15,160 --> 00:00:17,200I knew right then and there, I was supposed to write the book.800:00:17,200 --> 00:00:19,640And my daughter had no idea, wrote it.900:00:19,640 --> 00:00:23,760Started to write it, got a gal who did all the drawings,1000:00:23,760 --> 00:00:26,600illustrations, and even had somebody to help me publish it.1100:00:26,600 --> 00:00:28,000My daughter wasn't even pregnant yet.1200:00:28,000 --> 00:00:38,000[MUSIC]1300:00:38,000 --> 00:00:40,560Hi, Caitlyn.1400:00:40,560 --> 00:00:41,680Hi, Cassie.1500:00:41,680 --> 00:00:43,400Hi, creepy people.1600:00:43,400 --> 00:00:44,760Hello.1700:00:44,760 --> 00:00:47,000If you're new to our creepy corner of the world,1800:00:47,000 --> 00:00:51,440this is PNW Haunts and Homicides, where we chat about true crime, (pnwhauntsandhomicides.com)1900:00:51,440 --> 00:00:56,320the paranormal, all things creepy and witchy,2000:00:56,320 --> 00:01:02,920and otherworldly, sometimes just weird, also very weird.2100:01:02,920 --> 00:01:07,640I'd like to add, but also from the Pacific Northwest.2200:01:07,640 --> 00:01:13,240Yeah, sometimes it's a stretch, but that's our barogative.2300:01:13,240 --> 00:01:13,960That's fine.2400:01:13,960 --> 00:01:15,360Stretching is good for you.2500:01:15,360 --> 00:01:17,720Stretching is so good for you.2600:01:17,720 --> 00:01:21,840We also do another thing that is so good for you.2700:01:21,840 --> 00:01:25,200Tarot readings at the end of every episode2800:01:25,200 --> 00:01:27,960helps us get a little more insight into our topics.2900:01:27,960 --> 00:01:28,840It does.3000:01:28,840 --> 00:01:30,000We love it.3100:01:30,000 --> 00:01:32,000I think everyone loves it, to be honest.3200:01:32,000 --> 00:01:35,880All of our guests so far have loved it, so that's what I'm going by.3300:01:35,880 --> 00:01:37,200They have fun with it.3400:01:37,200 --> 00:01:42,640And this particular guest that we have on today has her own Oracle deck,3500:01:42,640 --> 00:01:45,640so we both pulled from an Oracle deck today.3600:01:45,640 --> 00:01:47,680Hot damn.3700:01:47,680 --> 00:01:52,000And sadly, Caitlyn won't be here, but she and all of our Patreon members3800:01:52,000 --> 00:01:57,040can watch the video of my interview with Teresa on Patreon,3900:01:57,040 --> 00:01:58,360where it's going to be posted.4000:01:58,360 --> 00:01:59,200That's where it is.4100:01:59,200 --> 00:02:00,520No where else.4200:02:00,520 --> 00:02:03,560All right.4300:02:03,560 --> 00:02:08,360So today we are joined by Theresa Watson from Healing Hearts Medium.4400:02:08,360 --> 00:02:11,480What kind of services do you offer, Theresa?4500:02:11,480 --> 00:02:15,160I do readings on the phone or in person.4600:02:15,160 --> 00:02:18,320I do Facebook and Zoom and all those.4700:02:18,320 --> 00:02:19,440I do one hour readings.4800:02:19,440 --> 00:02:23,760I also do mentorship for one hour or longer if people want.4900:02:23,760 --> 00:02:25,720Oh, what's involved with the mentorship?5000:02:25,720 --> 00:02:30,160Mentorship, I really love because I get to kind of make it all about them.5100:02:30,160 --> 00:02:35,040What, where they're at in their skill level, if they're even at the beginning of the5200:02:35,040 --> 00:02:36,840middle of the end or whatever it is.5300:02:36,840 --> 00:02:42,600And I help them understand what gifts they have, what I experienced with the same gifts,5400:02:42,600 --> 00:02:47,280or what friends of mine, just my experience of doing this for about nine years.5500:02:47,280 --> 00:02:51,680And really helping to understand where there are what their next step is.5600:02:51,680 --> 00:02:56,800That's such a great resource for anyone who thinks they might be a medium.5700:02:56,800 --> 00:02:57,800Yeah.5800:02:57,800 --> 00:03:02,320It can be that or they could just say I see spirits and I don't know what to do about it.5900:03:02,320 --> 00:03:04,360Or I'm having all this stuff happen in my house.6000:03:04,360 --> 00:03:05,360What can I do about it?6100:03:05,360 --> 00:03:11,000So it's just tailor-made to so many different subjects and said, "I want to be a medium."6200:03:11,000 --> 00:03:12,960And are you the right person to teach me?6300:03:12,960 --> 00:03:14,920Oh, that's amazing.6400:03:14,920 --> 00:03:18,000Can you also write books as well, you're an author?6500:03:18,000 --> 00:03:21,920I just wrote my first book and got it published this summer.6600:03:21,920 --> 00:03:24,600It was something that was really special to me.6700:03:24,600 --> 00:03:30,320My daughter lost my first grandbaby about two and a half years ago and she was seven months6800:03:30,320 --> 00:03:31,320pregnant.6900:03:31,320 --> 00:03:33,440And so it was pretty traumatic for the family.7000:03:33,440 --> 00:03:36,360And she wasn't sure if she wanted another baby.7100:03:36,360 --> 00:03:41,840And my granddaughter, past kept on talking about my future grandson and said, "I'm going7200:03:41,840 --> 00:03:42,840to have a brother.7300:03:42,840 --> 00:03:43,840I'm going to have a brother."7400:03:43,840 --> 00:03:48,840So I started to write it all down and I kept on looking like a book, like a children's story.7500:03:48,840 --> 00:03:50,800And I'm like, "Okay, that's just too weird.7600:03:50,800 --> 00:03:55,160I kept putting it aside because you get these visions and you just think I'm just crazy."7700:03:55,160 --> 00:03:58,800And so I had a reading done for myself.7800:03:58,800 --> 00:04:03,160I found another medium that you, nothing about me, nothing about my granddaughter.7900:04:03,160 --> 00:04:07,000And she says, "Oh, your granddaughter in spirit says why haven't you written the book, grandma?"8000:04:07,000 --> 00:04:08,000And I knew.8100:04:08,000 --> 00:04:09,000Oh, right.8200:04:09,000 --> 00:04:10,000That is so sweet.8300:04:10,000 --> 00:04:11,200I knew right then and there.8400:04:11,200 --> 00:04:12,760I was supposed to write the book.8500:04:12,760 --> 00:04:19,040So my daughter had no idea, wrote it, started to write it, got a gal who did all the drawings,8600:04:19,040 --> 00:04:21,840illustrations, and even had somebody to help me publish it.8700:04:21,840 --> 00:04:23,840My daughter was even pregnant yet.8800:04:23,840 --> 00:04:25,720Oh, my goodness.8900:04:25,720 --> 00:04:27,480Did she read the book?9000:04:27,480 --> 00:04:28,840She got the book in July.9100:04:28,840 --> 00:04:32,840She came out and she had a brand new baby boy in her arms when she read it.9200:04:32,840 --> 00:04:34,320Oh, my gosh.9300:04:34,320 --> 00:04:37,880Healthy, just like my granddaughter kept on telling me, "I'm going to have a baby brother.9400:04:37,880 --> 00:04:38,880He's going to be fine.9500:04:38,880 --> 00:04:39,880He's going to be healthy.9600:04:39,880 --> 00:04:40,880Tell my mommy that.9700:04:40,880 --> 00:04:41,880Tell them I'm on me that."9800:04:41,880 --> 00:04:47,640It's a children's book about her being involved in the family still and all the things that she9900:04:47,640 --> 00:04:49,720thinks her daughter's going to miss.10000:04:49,720 --> 00:04:50,720She's not missing.10100:04:50,720 --> 00:04:51,720She's still with him.10200:04:51,720 --> 00:04:53,880It's just in a different way now.10300:04:53,880 --> 00:04:59,440My granddaughter's name was Adley, so I wrote the book as Adalie the Angel, Becomes a Sister.10400:04:59,440 --> 00:05:00,680That is so beautiful.10500:05:00,680 --> 00:05:05,160I personally know people who have lost children.10600:05:05,160 --> 00:05:11,840So it's, oh my God, I can't even, I don't have kids and I just cannot even imagine.10700:05:11,840 --> 00:05:15,360It's about the worst thing I think a family can experience.10800:05:15,360 --> 00:05:20,960It was a labor of love and I meant it just for my daughter, but as I was writing it, I do10900:05:20,960 --> 00:05:25,960a lot of readings for people who lost children because right after my granddaughter died, my11000:05:25,960 --> 00:05:31,320daughter put my information into a support group and didn't tell me.11100:05:31,320 --> 00:05:38,080And all of a sudden, all these women were getting in touch and contacting me about, "Will11200:05:38,080 --> 00:05:39,080you do a reading for me?"11300:05:39,080 --> 00:05:42,240And I was like, "I'm like, there's a baby, there's a baby, there's a baby, must have been11400:05:42,240 --> 00:05:44,96025 readings in a row, there's a baby."11500:05:44,960 --> 00:05:48,080And I told my daughter that I said, "Wow, it's just like baby after baby."11600:05:48,080 --> 00:05:50,360She goes, "Oh, I forgot to tell you.11700:05:50,360 --> 00:05:54,560I put your name inside of a group because so many people were getting ripped off my mediums11800:05:54,560 --> 00:05:58,480and I knew that you wouldn't do that because I have 100% money back guarantee.11900:05:58,480 --> 00:05:59,480And she knew I was valid, you know?12000:05:59,480 --> 00:06:01,440I was going to be valid with that."12100:06:01,440 --> 00:06:05,520And so my experience with that was going on.12200:06:05,520 --> 00:06:06,520So I told people about the book.12300:06:06,520 --> 00:06:09,400They're like, "Please write that book and please get me a copy.12400:06:09,400 --> 00:06:10,640You don't know how much that would mean to me."12500:06:10,640 --> 00:06:14,640And then I started realized, "Okay, this is more of a support book for other people, not12600:06:14,640 --> 00:06:16,040just a book for my daughter."12700:06:16,040 --> 00:06:17,040Yeah.12800:06:17,040 --> 00:06:20,360So I ended up getting it published on Amazon instead of self publishing it and just keeping12900:06:20,360 --> 00:06:21,360it as one book.13000:06:21,360 --> 00:06:22,360Oh, perfect.13100:06:22,360 --> 00:06:24,200So we can find it on Amazon.13200:06:24,200 --> 00:06:25,200Yes, yes.13300:06:25,200 --> 00:06:26,200It's on Amazon.13400:06:26,200 --> 00:06:28,240Adalie the Angel Becomes a Sister.13500:06:28,240 --> 00:06:30,160Oh, that is so beautiful.13600:06:30,160 --> 00:06:33,560I just feel like, obviously, you were meant to do this.13700:06:33,560 --> 00:06:37,160Like this was your path, for sure.13800:06:37,160 --> 00:06:42,440When did you know that you were on this path of being a medium?13900:06:42,440 --> 00:06:44,040Definitely saw stuff as a child.14000:06:44,040 --> 00:06:46,160Didn't understand it because I had zero support.14100:06:46,160 --> 00:06:49,640I did not have the best support system growing up.14200:06:49,640 --> 00:06:51,200Single mom, four kids.14300:06:51,200 --> 00:06:54,720So I kind of mixed up in the chaos.14400:06:54,720 --> 00:06:56,720I lived in San Diego.14500:06:56,720 --> 00:07:00,680I was the only one that saw ghosts in the house and obviously it made me different.14600:07:00,680 --> 00:07:01,680So I didn't want to be different.14700:07:01,680 --> 00:07:02,680So I just shut up.14800:07:02,680 --> 00:07:04,720I didn't want to tell people what I saw.14900:07:04,720 --> 00:07:08,600And so that kind of carried through until I was about 12 and I started to really start seeing15000:07:08,600 --> 00:07:11,240them again, but mostly the intuition came.15100:07:11,240 --> 00:07:13,040It was such such strong intuition.15200:07:13,040 --> 00:07:14,560It scared people.15300:07:14,560 --> 00:07:16,120It was like, please don't go there.15400:07:16,120 --> 00:07:17,120Don't go.15500:07:17,120 --> 00:07:19,760There's something bad's going to happen and then something bad happened.15600:07:19,760 --> 00:07:23,960And so it was like, oh, okay, maybe we need to listen to her instead of ignoring her.15700:07:23,960 --> 00:07:24,960Yeah.15800:07:24,960 --> 00:07:28,600I was going to say, I hope people learn to listen and take that seriously.15900:07:28,600 --> 00:07:32,600The only ones, the only one in my whole life that that never did.16000:07:32,600 --> 00:07:34,600Was my now ex-husband.16100:07:34,600 --> 00:07:38,480Three times I told them not to go to work.16200:07:38,480 --> 00:07:40,200He got attacked by a pit bull.16300:07:40,200 --> 00:07:42,840He got in a truck accident and he got hit by a tree.16400:07:42,840 --> 00:07:43,840What?16500:07:43,840 --> 00:07:45,400You would think.16600:07:45,400 --> 00:07:47,880After the first time that he would pay attention.16700:07:47,880 --> 00:07:51,200But yeah, you would think that he took my feelings.16800:07:51,200 --> 00:07:52,440It was like gut instinct.16900:07:52,440 --> 00:07:54,080Like something bad's going to happen.17000:07:54,080 --> 00:07:55,480They please don't leave the house.17100:07:55,480 --> 00:07:59,520And I don't say that unless I really feel it, I would never scare someone on purpose.17200:07:59,520 --> 00:08:00,520Yeah.17300:08:00,520 --> 00:08:06,080That just that real gut instinct of, like my sweating profusely, I feel sick to my stomach.17400:08:06,080 --> 00:08:07,680Please don't leave the house today.17500:08:07,680 --> 00:08:10,640And if I tell people that, I can hopefully listen to my daughters do.17600:08:10,640 --> 00:08:11,640Good.17700:08:11,640 --> 00:08:12,640Good.17800:08:12,640 --> 00:08:17,840So I've always experienced this, but I've been experiencing it just like a ton.17900:08:17,840 --> 00:08:18,840Deja Vu.18000:08:18,840 --> 00:08:19,840Oh, yes.18100:08:19,840 --> 00:08:21,720How do you feel about it?18200:08:21,720 --> 00:08:24,360Do you have an explanation for it?18300:08:24,360 --> 00:08:26,320I get Deja Vu a lot.18400:08:26,320 --> 00:08:33,880And the way that I feel it, it's like we had a thought about it before and then it happens.18500:08:33,880 --> 00:08:38,520And it's almost like a, oh, this is supposed to happen like you're on the right track.18600:08:38,520 --> 00:08:40,280That's what it's always felt for me.18700:08:40,280 --> 00:08:43,920Like you're on the right track with that train the thought or what's going on.18800:08:43,920 --> 00:08:46,520And so it's like where you're supposed to be, where you're supposed to be at that point18900:08:46,520 --> 00:08:47,520of time.19000:08:47,520 --> 00:08:48,520There's okay.19100:08:48,520 --> 00:08:49,520Take it.19200:08:49,520 --> 00:08:50,520And I don't know why I think that no one's ever told me that.19300:08:50,520 --> 00:08:51,840I never read it that way.19400:08:51,840 --> 00:08:53,720It's just the way that internally feels.19500:08:53,720 --> 00:08:55,600That's what it feels like for me, too.19600:08:55,600 --> 00:08:56,600Yeah.19700:08:56,600 --> 00:08:57,600That's awesome.19800:08:57,600 --> 00:08:58,600We feel the same way.19900:08:58,600 --> 00:09:00,360We just have confirmation each.20000:09:00,360 --> 00:09:02,320Yes, it's very validating.20100:09:02,320 --> 00:09:03,320It is.20200:09:03,320 --> 00:09:04,320I love that.20300:09:04,320 --> 00:09:08,600And then I do have another question because it's something that has come up to and just20400:09:08,600 --> 00:09:11,280kind of random things I've been experiencing.20500:09:11,280 --> 00:09:12,920I haven't really talked a lot about it.20600:09:12,920 --> 00:09:17,600But past lives, do you ever do past life readings for anybody?20700:09:17,600 --> 00:09:21,600I have not, but they've come up in readings like I'll feel something very strong.20800:09:21,600 --> 00:09:24,600Like I feel like and I'll get a vision.20900:09:24,600 --> 00:09:27,800So really small things, but it's definitely something I'm going to put some energy into21000:09:27,800 --> 00:09:31,720the new year because I really feel like I have that ability.21100:09:31,720 --> 00:09:37,120I've had a past life regression myself with from Brian Weiss, Dr. Brian Weiss.21200:09:37,120 --> 00:09:38,720Famous, yes.21300:09:38,720 --> 00:09:45,040I went to one of his very large gatherings up in, I think it was Portland.21400:09:45,040 --> 00:09:48,920My sister came and joined me and we went up there and I had a really fantastic past life21500:09:48,920 --> 00:09:49,920regression.21600:09:49,920 --> 00:09:54,320And so when I saw that in my head, that's what I see when I'm doing reading.21700:09:54,320 --> 00:09:55,320So I know they're real.21800:09:55,320 --> 00:09:56,320Okay.21900:09:56,320 --> 00:09:59,040Like, oh, I wasn't thinking about that.22000:09:59,040 --> 00:10:00,560It was just what came in.22100:10:00,560 --> 00:10:03,480And so it's just no different really than doing a reading.22200:10:03,480 --> 00:10:07,840And I think we're so connected to our past and it just happens to be, you know, it's all22300:10:07,840 --> 00:10:08,840in there.22400:10:08,840 --> 00:10:14,240So whether I'm reading for somebody right there or reading for somebody that is from hundreds22500:10:14,240 --> 00:10:15,240of years ago, it doesn't matter.22600:10:15,240 --> 00:10:16,240It's the same soul.22700:10:16,240 --> 00:10:17,240Wow.22800:10:17,240 --> 00:10:18,240So that's how I see it.22900:10:18,240 --> 00:10:20,160That is so cool to me.23000:10:20,160 --> 00:10:22,840I don't know why I've been so interested in that lately.23100:10:22,840 --> 00:10:28,960And I haven't done any past life like meditations or anything like that.23200:10:28,960 --> 00:10:31,360So I feel like I need to start doing that.23300:10:31,360 --> 00:10:32,360Yeah.23400:10:32,360 --> 00:10:37,200You know, I think what happens is it really helps show where you are now from, can I share23500:10:37,200 --> 00:10:39,280my past life experience very shortly?23600:10:39,280 --> 00:10:40,280Yes.23700:10:40,280 --> 00:10:41,280If you want to.23800:10:41,280 --> 00:10:47,800So when he put us kind of in that meditative state when I was there years ago, gosh, this23900:10:47,800 --> 00:10:50,440must have been about six years ago.24000:10:50,440 --> 00:10:56,000I just visioned like it came so fast and it left so quickly that it was like, ah, but I24100:10:56,000 --> 00:10:58,920was in the little house in the prairie days.24200:10:58,920 --> 00:11:00,360Is it about the only way I can explain it?24300:11:00,360 --> 00:11:01,360Okay.24400:11:01,360 --> 00:11:02,360I get it.24500:11:02,360 --> 00:11:06,580It looked like that in the background with the hills and, you know, and I always loved24600:11:06,580 --> 00:11:07,560little house in the prairie.24700:11:07,560 --> 00:11:11,800And so it was like, that's like, oh, I was, I was very drawn to that era.24800:11:11,800 --> 00:11:15,680My mom said I was like glue to the TV as soon as it came on.24900:11:15,680 --> 00:11:18,120And I had a bonnet on my head.25000:11:18,120 --> 00:11:19,360I was a mom.25100:11:19,360 --> 00:11:21,840I had two daughters, which I do in this lifetime too.25200:11:21,840 --> 00:11:22,840I have two daughters.25300:11:22,840 --> 00:11:24,080One was in my arms.25400:11:24,080 --> 00:11:25,320She was a baby.25500:11:25,320 --> 00:11:26,480She had a bonnet on too.25600:11:26,480 --> 00:11:29,880We all were wearing white linen cloth outfits.25700:11:29,880 --> 00:11:31,520The other daughter had the bonnet on as well.25800:11:31,520 --> 00:11:34,560And she was right beside me.25900:11:34,560 --> 00:11:35,920We were running.26000:11:35,920 --> 00:11:39,360And I was like, run faster, run faster to my little girl.26100:11:39,360 --> 00:11:41,960And I couldn't hold her and the newborn too.26200:11:41,960 --> 00:11:44,040And we were just running as fast as we can.26300:11:44,040 --> 00:11:45,040My heart was racing.26400:11:45,040 --> 00:11:46,040I can feel it.26500:11:46,040 --> 00:11:49,040I was like, you've had this overwhelming fear and I kept looking back.26600:11:49,040 --> 00:11:51,880And when I looked back, I saw a man chasing us.26700:11:51,880 --> 00:11:56,760In my mind, I knew he was a husband, husband in that era.26800:11:56,760 --> 00:11:58,760But he was very mean, very angry.26900:11:58,760 --> 00:12:01,560We were running from him to save our lives.27000:12:01,560 --> 00:12:05,480And he came upon us, grabbed me by the hair that was sticking out the bonnet and pulled me27100:12:05,480 --> 00:12:11,840back through me on the ground, took our children out of my hands and sliced their fruits from27200:12:11,840 --> 00:12:12,840me.27300:12:12,840 --> 00:12:17,640And then when it didn't kill me, left me to live, so I had to witness it.27400:12:17,640 --> 00:12:22,840And I just remember, that's why I'm a helicopter, mom.27500:12:22,840 --> 00:12:23,840Yeah.27600:12:23,840 --> 00:12:25,680Mediate knowledge.27700:12:25,680 --> 00:12:29,040And I think that's a great thing about knowing about your past life.27800:12:29,040 --> 00:12:32,360Mediate knowledge of why you do the things now that you do.27900:12:32,360 --> 00:12:33,360Yeah.28000:12:33,360 --> 00:12:37,600And so it was like, oh my gosh, I'm always worried about my daughter's safety.28100:12:37,600 --> 00:12:40,640Both of them constantly, they're 25 and 29.28200:12:40,640 --> 00:12:42,120You think I'd like slow down a little bit.28300:12:42,120 --> 00:12:43,120And nope, it's still there.28400:12:43,120 --> 00:12:44,120Oh, man.28500:12:44,120 --> 00:12:50,240That's like why I don't want to have kids, because I just know I would just be anxiety constantly.28600:12:50,240 --> 00:12:53,040I feel like I just wouldn't be able to let it go.28700:12:53,040 --> 00:12:54,040It is.28800:12:54,040 --> 00:12:58,280It's one of those things that you have to have enough faith so that the fear can't come28900:12:58,280 --> 00:13:01,480in when you're raising them and just, you know, and when you're done raising them, you just29000:13:01,480 --> 00:13:03,840have to trust the universe to take care of them.29100:13:03,840 --> 00:13:07,600And it means that we just don't have enough faith.29200:13:07,600 --> 00:13:09,880It's like more fears coming in than the faith.29300:13:09,880 --> 00:13:14,120And it's really hard to do that.29400:13:14,120 --> 00:13:15,120It really is.29500:13:15,120 --> 00:13:20,800I'm having my own battle right now and getting through a lot of fear of a lot of different things.29600:13:20,800 --> 00:13:22,600So I think that's great.29700:13:22,600 --> 00:13:27,520Something that we don't work on enough and that brings, it comes up in everything we do.29800:13:27,520 --> 00:13:29,360I still have fears about doing readings.29900:13:29,360 --> 00:13:32,600I've probably done over 2,000 readings.30000:13:32,600 --> 00:13:36,960And when you look on, like sometimes I have to remind myself, I'm real.30100:13:36,960 --> 00:13:39,040I'm not an imposter.30200:13:39,040 --> 00:13:43,600It's really hard because we just get that imposter syndrome, you know, really quickly.30300:13:43,600 --> 00:13:47,000And I'll look back on my review sometime on my Facebook just to do.30400:13:47,000 --> 00:13:50,080I have like over 100 of five stars.30500:13:50,080 --> 00:13:54,600And I'm like that person loved me, that person, they've, I needed to hear that.30600:13:54,600 --> 00:13:59,000They really, and so I have to remind myself and my fear still comes up right before every30700:13:59,000 --> 00:14:00,000reading.30800:14:00,000 --> 00:14:04,000I feel like my failure, my failure and what I realize it really is just because I want30900:14:04,000 --> 00:14:06,360to be perfect and I can't be.31000:14:06,360 --> 00:14:07,360Exactly.31100:14:07,360 --> 00:14:08,600And that causes anxiety.31200:14:08,600 --> 00:14:11,520And so like I said, I have 100% money back in your tea.31300:14:11,520 --> 00:14:15,280When I started reading, it's the first thing I tell them, like, if it doesn't go well, don't31400:14:15,280 --> 00:14:16,280worry.31500:14:16,280 --> 00:14:17,360I'm going to stop the reading within like 10 or 15 minutes.31600:14:17,360 --> 00:14:19,680You don't owe me a thing or will reschedule.31700:14:19,680 --> 00:14:22,840I'll either refund or reschedule.31800:14:22,840 --> 00:14:25,400And that kind of draws my anxiety a little bit.31900:14:25,400 --> 00:14:29,640So we got to find little ways that work for us to let that anxiety go.32000:14:29,640 --> 00:14:33,320Like, why am I feeling this and what can I do to make sure it doesn't come back in32100:14:33,320 --> 00:14:34,320again?32200:14:34,320 --> 00:14:38,640But it's such a great way to combat other people's fear to coming in.32300:14:38,640 --> 00:14:42,920And like they can let go of a little bit of that fear because yeah, definitely.32400:14:42,920 --> 00:14:43,920And that's the first thing.32500:14:43,920 --> 00:14:47,240And I felt that from spirit about a year ago.32600:14:47,240 --> 00:14:48,240It's just like, do this.32700:14:48,240 --> 00:14:49,720And I was like, oh, okay.32800:14:49,720 --> 00:14:50,720And I wrote it down.32900:14:50,720 --> 00:14:51,720I'm like, oh, okay.33000:14:51,720 --> 00:14:53,440And it made me feel better.33100:14:53,440 --> 00:14:55,560I'm like, oh, I thought that.33200:14:55,560 --> 00:15:00,280And so when I listened to spirit, they always direct me in the right place.33300:15:00,280 --> 00:15:02,960I hope so.33400:15:02,960 --> 00:15:09,000I know you said you don't like to scare people, but has anything really scary ever come up33500:15:09,000 --> 00:15:12,400in someone's reading that you're like, ooh, I don't want to tell them.33600:15:12,400 --> 00:15:14,440It kind of even scares me.33700:15:14,440 --> 00:15:15,440I have not.33800:15:15,440 --> 00:15:17,800I only asked for spirits of the white light.33900:15:17,800 --> 00:15:20,200And I only asked for the highest and best good.34000:15:20,200 --> 00:15:22,440I'll get warnings.34100:15:22,440 --> 00:15:25,920And people can think that's frightening or the snap, but it's not.34200:15:25,920 --> 00:15:28,880For example, I probably probably about four years ago.34300:15:28,880 --> 00:15:30,480I was doing a reading for a gal.34400:15:30,480 --> 00:15:34,800And she just sat down and I went, ooh, your mother is not well.34500:15:34,800 --> 00:15:37,880Like I felt it come over me so strongly.34600:15:37,880 --> 00:15:38,960And I had to talk about her mother.34700:15:38,960 --> 00:15:40,440And she goes, oh, my mom's been fine.34800:15:40,440 --> 00:15:45,160And I go, they're really telling me you need to take her to the hospital.34900:15:45,160 --> 00:15:47,280Like this needs to be addressed.35000:15:47,280 --> 00:15:51,320And I was like, ooh, so I get like overheated and overwhelmed.35100:15:51,320 --> 00:15:54,840And she called me a couple days later and said, I took my mom to the hospital.35200:15:54,840 --> 00:15:56,000And she has stage four cancer.35300:15:56,000 --> 00:15:57,800She has about a month to live.35400:15:57,800 --> 00:15:58,800Wow.35500:15:58,800 --> 00:16:02,800And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.35600:16:02,800 --> 00:16:05,800And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.35700:16:05,800 --> 00:16:08,800And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.35800:16:08,800 --> 00:16:12,040And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.35900:16:12,040 --> 00:16:15,240And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.36000:16:15,240 --> 00:16:18,040And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.36100:16:18,040 --> 00:16:20,840And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.36200:16:20,840 --> 00:16:23,800And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.36300:16:23,800 --> 00:16:27,280And she has about a year and a half to go to the hospital.36400:16:27,280 --> 00:16:30,280I get something what they call peekaboo's.36500:16:30,280 --> 00:16:31,280Oh.36600:16:31,280 --> 00:16:33,280Peekaboo's spirits.36700:16:33,280 --> 00:16:37,880And it cracks the people up because what I'm seeing is they're a little behind me.36800:16:37,880 --> 00:16:39,920And I see their head kind of down and shame.36900:16:39,920 --> 00:16:42,320And they're looking around the corner like, is it okay?37000:16:42,320 --> 00:16:43,320Peekaboo.37100:16:43,320 --> 00:16:45,200Peekaboo and that's the feeling.37200:16:45,200 --> 00:16:49,120Those are the ones that have a lot more shame associated with their life and their37300:16:49,120 --> 00:16:51,200or their death.37400:16:51,200 --> 00:16:55,920Some spirits that have committed people have committed suicide will sometimes be back37500:16:55,920 --> 00:16:56,920there.37600:16:56,920 --> 00:17:00,800They've took responsibility for their own life, their own death.37700:17:00,800 --> 00:17:10,560And then people who have sexually assaulted, busted, physical, physical hitting and stuff37800:17:10,560 --> 00:17:15,080like that, they all these are coming up and they're behind me and they need permission37900:17:15,080 --> 00:17:18,760to come through because I've got the are spirits of the white light.38000:17:18,760 --> 00:17:21,080They're just in a lot more, you know, they're just learning.38100:17:21,080 --> 00:17:24,180They're learning on the other side about what they left behind and they have a lot of38200:17:24,180 --> 00:17:25,340shame left.38300:17:25,340 --> 00:17:28,140And so I have to get permission to bring those people through.38400:17:28,140 --> 00:17:33,980And 99.9% of the time people allow that to happen.38500:17:33,980 --> 00:17:37,100First thing they want is to apologize, apologize, apologize, apologize.38600:17:37,100 --> 00:17:39,340I am so sorry for this and they're right on.38700:17:39,340 --> 00:17:43,820They're like, they're talking about this, this, this and this and they're like, yep, yep,38800:17:43,820 --> 00:17:44,820yep, yep.38900:17:44,820 --> 00:17:45,820And they're like, thank you.39000:17:45,820 --> 00:17:46,820I needed to hear that.39100:17:46,820 --> 00:17:47,820Well, they didn't even, wow.39200:17:47,820 --> 00:17:48,820They needed it.39300:17:48,820 --> 00:17:50,020And that's the great thing about spirit.39400:17:50,020 --> 00:17:56,780Spirit knows what we need.39500:17:56,780 --> 00:18:04,460And so spirit will direct that whole thing.39600:18:04,460 --> 00:18:05,460It's crazy.39700:18:05,460 --> 00:18:10,900Yeah, I try to have to remind myself that all the time, like when there's something I'm not getting,39800:18:10,900 --> 00:18:11,900that I want.39900:18:11,900 --> 00:18:14,900And I'm like, uh, yes, it's not meant to be right now.40000:18:14,900 --> 00:18:15,900Yeah.40100:18:15,900 --> 00:18:16,900It's fine calm down.40200:18:16,900 --> 00:18:19,060I always tell people, this isn't me doing it.40300:18:19,060 --> 00:18:20,180I'm just a conduit.40400:18:20,180 --> 00:18:22,140I am that middle person.40500:18:22,140 --> 00:18:26,260And so when people sit down for reading with me, I always tell them, if I don't do a great40600:18:26,260 --> 00:18:28,100job, it's not you and it's not spirit.40700:18:28,100 --> 00:18:29,100It's me.40800:18:29,100 --> 00:18:33,740It's, I'm, we're a triangle and I'm not feeling well that day.40900:18:33,740 --> 00:18:38,020I will literally cancel the reading if I don't feel great because part of the triangle,41000:18:38,020 --> 00:18:39,020I have to feel good.41100:18:39,020 --> 00:18:44,020I have to, I have to be in a good place mentally, physically and spiritually to be able to connect41200:18:44,020 --> 00:18:46,300to that spirit and do a great job.41300:18:46,300 --> 00:18:47,300Yeah.41400:18:47,300 --> 00:18:52,340We've experienced that on the show because I told you we do tarot readings on, in every41500:18:52,340 --> 00:18:53,340episode.41600:18:53,340 --> 00:18:54,340Nice.41700:18:54,340 --> 00:18:58,420So one of the episodes I was doing and I was coming off of COVID and I was still really41800:18:58,420 --> 00:18:59,420sick.41900:18:59,420 --> 00:19:03,500Like I was whoo sweat and during the whole thing, I'm just not feeling good.42000:19:03,500 --> 00:19:06,940And I pulled a card that was so opposite from the story.42100:19:06,940 --> 00:19:11,860I was like, there's, this is an obvious sign that like something is wrong here and this42200:19:11,860 --> 00:19:13,740is not the right card.42300:19:13,740 --> 00:19:19,100And my co-host was like, well, I heard that when you're sick, your intuition or your psychic42400:19:19,100 --> 00:19:21,180abilities might be blocked.42500:19:21,180 --> 00:19:23,180And I was like, well, that's it.42600:19:23,180 --> 00:19:24,180It's so true.42700:19:24,180 --> 00:19:25,180Yeah.42800:19:25,180 --> 00:19:28,100When I had COVID, the first thing I did was cancel all my readings for two weeks because42900:19:28,100 --> 00:19:31,700I knew I would get the COVID brain, which I did.43000:19:31,700 --> 00:19:35,220And with that COVID brain, it's like, you're still, spirit's still using me and I still43100:19:35,220 --> 00:19:37,820have to process it and I have to use my brain to do it.43200:19:37,820 --> 00:19:39,660A lot of people think, oh, we don't use my brain.43300:19:39,660 --> 00:19:42,500Like, no, I'm thinking and I'm talking.43400:19:42,500 --> 00:19:44,020So my brain is being used.43500:19:44,020 --> 00:19:45,980It's just a different part of my brain is being used.43600:19:45,980 --> 00:19:47,460It's not my logical thinking.43700:19:47,460 --> 00:19:51,580I don't do logical while I'm reading because this is not logical to freaking--43800:19:51,580 --> 00:19:52,580Yeah.43900:19:52,580 --> 00:19:53,580--fair it's, you know?44000:19:53,580 --> 00:19:56,940I always tell people, oh, there's nothing logical about speaking the spirit.44100:19:56,940 --> 00:19:58,780So they don't use that part of it.44200:19:58,780 --> 00:20:03,300And you've seen probably seen some of the mediums on TV that have gotten those little, you44300:20:03,300 --> 00:20:05,860know, brain testing done.44400:20:05,860 --> 00:20:08,900And the frontal lobe gets cleared out and kind of blue.44500:20:08,900 --> 00:20:12,340It's almost like we're daydreaming when we're speaking.44600:20:12,340 --> 00:20:15,660We're in kind of a dream state, but we're talking and we're very aware.44700:20:15,660 --> 00:20:17,660Oh, that is cool.44800:20:17,660 --> 00:20:18,660It's so cool.44900:20:18,660 --> 00:20:20,340But it's so true because that's exactly how I feel.45000:20:20,340 --> 00:20:24,540I feel like I'm in a different plane for a little while, but I'm so very aware of everything45100:20:24,540 --> 00:20:25,540that's going on.45200:20:25,540 --> 00:20:26,540Wow.45300:20:26,540 --> 00:20:29,060Do you lose a dream, too?45400:20:29,060 --> 00:20:30,620I do have very lucid dreams.45500:20:30,620 --> 00:20:32,460Not all the time, but I do when I do.45600:20:32,460 --> 00:20:37,540It's like, whoa, that was so cool.45700:20:37,540 --> 00:20:40,180Do you think you help people in your dreams?45800:20:40,180 --> 00:20:44,740I have had so many people say that I come to them in their dreams, but I have no memory of45900:20:44,740 --> 00:20:45,740it.46000:20:45,740 --> 00:20:46,900They're like, you helped me in my dream last night.46100:20:46,900 --> 00:20:47,980Like, are you kidding me?46200:20:47,980 --> 00:20:50,900I've had at least three people tell me that like you visit me in my dream.46300:20:50,900 --> 00:20:52,380You helped me through this and you helped me through that.46400:20:52,380 --> 00:20:54,220I'm like, I was busy last night.46500:20:54,220 --> 00:20:58,980I thought I was, you know, but apparently I know how to do this, but I had no memory of46600:20:58,980 --> 00:20:59,980it whatsoever.46700:20:59,980 --> 00:21:01,620That is really cool.46800:21:01,620 --> 00:21:03,020They were tapped into me.46900:21:03,020 --> 00:21:04,020I was tapped into them.47000:21:04,020 --> 00:21:08,060And I am connected to, you know, I think we're all connected, but I think I'm connected47100:21:08,060 --> 00:21:10,460to certain people just a little bit more.47200:21:10,460 --> 00:21:15,860And when they need me or I need them, I think that we're in our sleep state that we really47300:21:15,860 --> 00:21:17,820do try to help each other.47400:21:17,820 --> 00:21:18,820Why not, right?47500:21:18,820 --> 00:21:19,820Right?47600:21:19,820 --> 00:21:20,820We're not doing anything else.47700:21:20,820 --> 00:21:23,620We need our bodies are what needs the rest, you know.47800:21:23,620 --> 00:21:28,260We need our bodies need the sleep, but our spirit mind and our consciousness is going47900:21:28,260 --> 00:21:30,500like, woo, you know, that was a place.48000:21:30,500 --> 00:21:35,060That's what I feel like when I'm asleep, I feel like when I wake up, I've just been so48100:21:35,060 --> 00:21:40,220active during the night and doing things and my doctor's like, it's probably because you're48200:21:40,220 --> 00:21:41,220not sleeping well.48300:21:41,220 --> 00:21:45,820And I'm like, I think it's, I think it's something more, but I don't know.48400:21:45,820 --> 00:21:46,820I love it.48500:21:46,820 --> 00:21:50,940I love getting visits from spirit that are associated with me.48600:21:50,940 --> 00:21:52,700My father-in-law just passed away last month.48700:21:52,700 --> 00:21:54,340We just did a several yesterday.48800:21:54,340 --> 00:21:59,100And my husband actually said, he visited him in a sleep the other night and gave him a hug.48900:21:59,100 --> 00:22:04,060And not particularly spiritual, like what I do.49000:22:04,060 --> 00:22:09,620He's more Christian-based religion, and which I have no problems with whoever wants to do49100:22:09,620 --> 00:22:10,620what they want to do.49200:22:10,620 --> 00:22:13,980I am completely open to anybody being who they need to be.49300:22:13,980 --> 00:22:16,860This is our life, our choices.49400:22:16,860 --> 00:22:18,180So he doesn't make fun of me.49500:22:18,180 --> 00:22:20,500I will make fun of him because we're different.49600:22:20,500 --> 00:22:23,500And he said, oh, my dad gave me the biggest hug last night.49700:22:23,500 --> 00:22:25,100And I wanted to say, of course, he did.49800:22:25,100 --> 00:22:26,100That's what spirit does.49900:22:26,100 --> 00:22:28,060You know, but I said, that's wonderful, honey.50000:22:28,060 --> 00:22:29,700I'm so glad that you felt him.50100:22:29,700 --> 00:22:33,980That's all that I, you just kind of have to stop sometimes.50200:22:33,980 --> 00:22:37,580And I'm not here to convince people to believe what I believe.50300:22:37,580 --> 00:22:38,580Yeah.50400:22:38,580 --> 00:22:44,980You're just here to answer my questions and hope that someone will come along if they feel50500:22:44,980 --> 00:22:45,980it.50600:22:45,980 --> 00:22:48,180That's so true.50700:22:48,180 --> 00:22:49,700I have a random question.50800:22:49,700 --> 00:22:52,900Are you okay if I ask you like a personal question about one of my dreams?50900:22:52,900 --> 00:22:53,900Absolutely.51000:22:53,900 --> 00:22:57,380I don't know if you'll be able to answer it or not, but it was kind of weird.51100:22:57,380 --> 00:23:00,460So I've had this recurring dream of a cemetery.51200:23:00,460 --> 00:23:03,780And every time in there, I just, I love cemeteries anyway.51300:23:03,780 --> 00:23:06,180But I just love this cemetery.51400:23:06,180 --> 00:23:08,340It's so beautiful and big.51500:23:08,340 --> 00:23:12,620And then there's this beautiful building I go in and I can like research things.51600:23:12,620 --> 00:23:14,860I don't ever remember what I've been researching.51700:23:14,860 --> 00:23:17,820But apparently I go through and I research things.51800:23:17,820 --> 00:23:22,020But the other night, I hadn't had this dream in a while.51900:23:22,020 --> 00:23:25,020And I was in the car with some people and we were coming around to corner and also and52000:23:25,020 --> 00:23:29,380I see the cemetery from like a different view because usually I'm in it.52100:23:29,380 --> 00:23:32,180And I see like pulling up and I just knew it's this cemetery.52200:23:32,180 --> 00:23:35,500And I was like, I'm home.52300:23:35,500 --> 00:23:38,740And I woke up and I was like, that was really cool.52400:23:38,740 --> 00:23:39,740Like a great feeling.52500:23:39,740 --> 00:23:41,860But it was also really like creepy.52600:23:41,860 --> 00:23:43,980Why am I saying I'm home in a cemetery.52700:23:43,980 --> 00:23:44,980Yeah.52800:23:44,980 --> 00:23:49,340Somehow or another, I feel the past life you were connected to a cemetery or something similar52900:23:49,340 --> 00:23:50,820to that.53000:23:50,820 --> 00:23:55,100And you're just having kind of recall dreams, recall thoughts and stuff like that.53100:23:55,100 --> 00:24:00,860So it's not a, it's not a coincidence that you like cemeteries.53200:24:00,860 --> 00:24:01,860Okay.53300:24:01,860 --> 00:24:03,780So I think you're connected to cemeteries.53400:24:03,780 --> 00:24:05,860That's the first feeling that I got.53500:24:05,860 --> 00:24:08,180Like you were connected to in some way.53600:24:08,180 --> 00:24:09,260Cemeteries don't do anything for me.53700:24:09,260 --> 00:24:10,540I don't get scared in them.53800:24:10,540 --> 00:24:12,660I don't get happy in them.53900:24:12,660 --> 00:24:13,900I don't get sad in them.54000:24:13,900 --> 00:24:16,020I don't think of people being in them.54100:24:16,020 --> 00:24:19,020I just see, I just feel, that's where all the dead bodies are.54200:24:19,020 --> 00:24:22,860And I don't like cemeteries as far as not that I don't like cemeteries.54300:24:22,860 --> 00:24:24,700I don't like the idea of being buried.54400:24:24,700 --> 00:24:28,180I just want to be cremated and I don't want to be buried anywhere.54500:24:28,180 --> 00:24:31,740And that's a personal thing because I don't want to take up space and on earth.54600:24:31,740 --> 00:24:35,040That's just my feelings of it because I feel like there's just not going to be enough room54700:24:35,040 --> 00:24:36,040down the line.54800:24:36,040 --> 00:24:37,780Everything is cemetery everywhere.54900:24:37,780 --> 00:24:39,340And people are like weird about it.55000:24:39,340 --> 00:24:41,220And I'm like, oh, we just got too many of them.55100:24:41,220 --> 00:24:42,820I think we should just get into it.55200:24:42,820 --> 00:24:43,820Do you know?55300:24:43,820 --> 00:24:44,820But that's my thought.55400:24:44,820 --> 00:24:47,300I hear that a lot from almost everyone.55500:24:47,300 --> 00:24:54,460And I'm just like, can you please build me a coffin from like random wood and bury me55600:24:54,460 --> 00:24:55,460in a cemetery?55700:24:55,460 --> 00:24:57,340And I want a beautiful headstone.55800:24:57,340 --> 00:24:59,140And I want to become a skeleton.55900:24:59,140 --> 00:25:00,140Is that?56000:25:00,140 --> 00:25:01,700That's funny.56100:25:01,700 --> 00:25:05,740So it's just like the appearance that you've had or like, you know, maybe that was a task56200:25:05,740 --> 00:25:10,340that you were assigned to do in a past life where you prepared bodies and you took care56300:25:10,340 --> 00:25:11,340of bodies.56400:25:11,340 --> 00:25:12,660And it was very normal to you.56500:25:12,660 --> 00:25:14,460So you've normalized it.56600:25:14,460 --> 00:25:17,660That is really interesting because I've always wanted to be like a mortician.56700:25:17,660 --> 00:25:20,340It just never, it just never happened.56800:25:20,340 --> 00:25:22,060Maybe it could still happen.56900:25:22,060 --> 00:25:23,060Funny.57000:25:23,060 --> 00:25:28,020The funny thing is when I started school about, oh gosh, probably 14 years ago, I was trying57100:25:28,020 --> 00:25:32,340to figure out what to be when I was going to grow up and I was 40.57200:25:32,340 --> 00:25:33,340Right.57300:25:33,340 --> 00:25:35,180Like all is 54 now, like, oh God.57400:25:35,180 --> 00:25:39,340But I was 40 and I remembered going back to, I did go to college.57500:25:39,340 --> 00:25:45,620And while I was there, you know, they gave those Myers Briggs testing to see where, what level57600:25:45,620 --> 00:25:51,620you should, you know, what place you should go and focus your energy on.57700:25:51,620 --> 00:25:53,340You know, logical thinking this and that.57800:25:53,340 --> 00:25:55,340Mine kept on coming up as being a mortician.57900:25:55,340 --> 00:25:56,340Oh, no.58000:25:56,340 --> 00:25:58,660Pretty close.58100:25:58,660 --> 00:26:00,660I did three of them.58200:26:00,660 --> 00:26:03,060Oh my gosh, I should take one and see what it does.58300:26:03,060 --> 00:26:06,180It's just like funeral home director or mortician.58400:26:06,180 --> 00:26:08,820I'm like, I'm not doing that job.58500:26:08,820 --> 00:26:10,460I don't like dead bodies per se.58600:26:10,460 --> 00:26:12,980I talk about the dead, but I don't like dead bodies.58700:26:12,980 --> 00:26:14,820And I really wasn't into this back then.58800:26:14,820 --> 00:26:15,820It really wasn't.58900:26:15,820 --> 00:26:17,060It was something that was like there.59000:26:17,060 --> 00:26:18,860I knew it, but I was ignoring it.59100:26:18,860 --> 00:26:21,820I really got into my mediumship about nine years ago.59200:26:21,820 --> 00:26:22,820Oh, wow.59300:26:22,820 --> 00:26:28,540Well, I was in my problem in my last semester of school and I was like, okay, I can't59400:26:28,540 --> 00:26:29,540do night now.59500:26:29,540 --> 00:26:31,860It's here.59600:26:31,860 --> 00:26:33,860What made you say that?59700:26:33,860 --> 00:26:39,660So my daughter's friend, they were still in, they were out of high school, but it was her59800:26:39,660 --> 00:26:41,260high school friend.59900:26:41,260 --> 00:26:45,660My daughter and her boyfriend had their own apartment and then they were done with that60000:26:45,660 --> 00:26:46,980apartment and wanted to move.60100:26:46,980 --> 00:26:50,620And so we were going to go do the clean out for her.60200:26:50,620 --> 00:26:52,100So we were on the way over there.60300:26:52,100 --> 00:26:54,020And she's, I'm going to ride with you, I'm going to ride with you.60400:26:54,020 --> 00:26:55,260And we got stuck behind traffic.60500:26:55,260 --> 00:26:58,660So we were there a little, you know, traffic a little longer than everybody else.60600:26:58,660 --> 00:27:00,980And funny how spirit works that way.60700:27:00,980 --> 00:27:03,100And she just kind of looked at me.60800:27:03,100 --> 00:27:08,100I was driving and she goes, Teresa, she ever filmed my grandma and I looked at her and I60900:27:08,100 --> 00:27:10,460said, I feel a lot of things.61000:27:10,460 --> 00:27:12,500I just don't know who they are.61100:27:12,500 --> 00:27:15,700And I said, so I can't honestly answer that question, sweetie.61200:27:15,700 --> 00:27:17,820But if I ever do, I'll let you know, is that okay?61300:27:17,820 --> 00:27:21,300And she goes, I would really love it if you could communicate with my grandma.61400:27:21,300 --> 00:27:26,220I know that you see things and feel things because you know, all the kids always love my stories.61500:27:26,220 --> 00:27:31,700And all the high schoolers, oh my God, we'd have the best Friday nights.61600:27:31,700 --> 00:27:36,660Go stories now, but they were all real stuff and they were like, oh my God.61700:27:36,660 --> 00:27:39,100And so we're at the apartment.61800:27:39,100 --> 00:27:40,820She's upstairs and I'm downstairs.61900:27:40,820 --> 00:27:42,340I'm back in.62000:27:42,340 --> 00:27:44,540Back in has always been that white noise to me.62100:27:44,540 --> 00:27:47,380That's always triggered.62200:27:47,380 --> 00:27:50,700And funny thing is I had a house cleaning business while I raised my kids.62300:27:50,700 --> 00:27:51,700Oh, wow.62400:27:51,700 --> 00:27:52,700Okay.62500:27:52,700 --> 00:27:53,700Back to me, my hands a lot.62600:27:53,700 --> 00:27:54,700And so, you vacuum in.62700:27:54,700 --> 00:27:59,300I'd be like, oh my God, they're all around me.62800:27:59,300 --> 00:28:00,300Why is it?62900:28:00,300 --> 00:28:04,860So I literally had to turn up music really loud, distract myself with like singing or something.63000:28:04,860 --> 00:28:08,260So I went see and feel everything that I was seeing.63100:28:08,260 --> 00:28:12,540So I was vacuuming and all of a sudden I was like, what was that?63200:28:12,540 --> 00:28:15,860It was a new sensation I had never gotten before.63300:28:15,860 --> 00:28:19,340It looked like a chalkboard in my head and somebody wrote a big letter on it.63400:28:19,340 --> 00:28:22,100It was a new feeling that her B as an boy.63500:28:22,100 --> 00:28:24,700And I went, what the heck was that?63600:28:24,700 --> 00:28:27,580It was just like all of a sudden thing.63700:28:27,580 --> 00:28:32,900And I'm screaming, per Katie to come downstairs because it scared the bacheezey's out of me.63800:28:32,900 --> 00:28:34,100I'm on.63900:28:34,100 --> 00:28:35,740And she comes running down the stairs because she's okay.64000:28:35,740 --> 00:28:41,100She's out of got electrocuted or something because I was like, and she was, what's wrong?64100:28:41,100 --> 00:28:43,380And I said, I don't know.64200:28:43,380 --> 00:28:45,660Got this weird thing just in my head.64300:28:45,660 --> 00:28:46,660But my eyes are open.64400:28:46,660 --> 00:28:47,660And I'm seeing it in my head.64500:28:47,660 --> 00:28:48,980And she goes, what would you see?64600:28:48,980 --> 00:28:54,700And I said the big letter B. And she laughed and she goes, that was my grandma's name.64700:28:54,700 --> 00:28:58,540We called her grandma B.64800:28:58,540 --> 00:29:01,420And I was like, no, it's not that.64900:29:01,420 --> 00:29:02,420It's not that.65000:29:02,420 --> 00:29:03,420No.65100:29:03,420 --> 00:29:04,420And she goes, it is.65200:29:04,420 --> 00:29:05,660I just know it is.65300:29:05,660 --> 00:29:08,100And then I said, okay, okay.65400:29:08,100 --> 00:29:10,220And I said, I'm going to call myself down.65500:29:10,220 --> 00:29:12,020And because I was pretty freaked out.65600:29:12,020 --> 00:29:13,580It was a really new experience for me.65700:29:13,580 --> 00:29:15,420This was something they were communicating with me.65800:29:15,420 --> 00:29:18,340And I already freaked out when people, spirits are always around me anyway.65900:29:18,340 --> 00:29:22,380I'm always like, oh, God, they're going to touch me.66000:29:22,380 --> 00:29:24,180And so this was new.66100:29:24,180 --> 00:29:32,340And so to my backup stairs and I'm going, all right, grandma B, if you're here, let me know66200:29:32,340 --> 00:29:34,380if you're doing it a good way, doing it a good way.66300:29:34,380 --> 00:29:36,140Don't touch me or anything like that.66400:29:36,140 --> 00:29:39,020And I'm going to like to just show me that you're here.66500:29:39,020 --> 00:29:44,780And I got a very simple picture in my head of like the only way I can explain is like66600:29:44,780 --> 00:29:48,100a jewelry box opening and closing.66700:29:48,100 --> 00:29:49,100Okay.66800:29:49,100 --> 00:29:51,660I knew it was a jewelry box because I had like the same one.66900:29:51,660 --> 00:29:53,620They used my frames of references.67000:29:53,620 --> 00:29:56,300I had a jewelry box as well, girl with a little ballerina.67100:29:56,300 --> 00:29:58,500And that's what I saw.67200:29:58,500 --> 00:30:02,900And I went, okay, that was not something that I would have thought about.67300:30:02,900 --> 00:30:04,540So that's what doing a reading is.67400:30:04,540 --> 00:30:05,540It's not my thoughts.67500:30:05,540 --> 00:30:08,060So I called her back down.67600:30:08,060 --> 00:30:13,140And I said, I think your grandma wants me to talk about a jewelry box.67700:30:13,140 --> 00:30:18,420And Katie just fell to the floor crying.67800:30:18,420 --> 00:30:24,580I just was walking up the stairs and in my head, I asked my grandma to please show her the67900:30:24,580 --> 00:30:28,500jewelry box so that we know that it's her.68000:30:28,500 --> 00:30:31,300That's when I, and they're doing it live time.68100:30:31,300 --> 00:30:35,820Like I'm really feeling this at the exact same time they're saying it and showing it to me.68200:30:35,820 --> 00:30:39,980So we just sat there both and just like, wow, and she goes, this is new on I go, it's68300:30:39,980 --> 00:30:43,900freaking new.68400:30:43,900 --> 00:30:46,820Oh my freaking God knew, you know, and I was like freaking out.68500:30:46,820 --> 00:30:48,740And she was like, what else you got?68600:30:48,740 --> 00:30:49,740What else you got?68700:30:49,740 --> 00:30:53,900No, the thing I realized that day, I stopped being scared.68800:30:53,900 --> 00:30:54,900Oh God.68900:30:54,900 --> 00:30:59,180Here I've seen those pictures in my head and everything was gone.69000:30:59,180 --> 00:31:04,700By the end of the day, I was seeing the last thing I saw got tons of stuff for her.69100:31:04,700 --> 00:31:06,020It was very personal to her.69200:31:06,020 --> 00:31:09,060I kept on seeing that puzzle that was incomplete.69300:31:09,060 --> 00:31:13,420That was sitting on a flat surface and I called her up at the end of the day because it was69400:31:13,420 --> 00:31:16,980after we dropped her off and I said, Katie, I see an incomplete puzzle.69500:31:16,980 --> 00:31:18,340Does that mean anything to you?69600:31:18,340 --> 00:31:21,540Because I don't know why I'm seeing it while I'm shopping at the grocery store.69700:31:21,540 --> 00:31:27,780And she goes, wow, dad, she just saw the puzzle.69800:31:27,780 --> 00:31:29,180And they're like, oh my God.69900:31:29,180 --> 00:31:31,460And I'm like, oh my God, what I get, what I get.70000:31:31,460 --> 00:31:35,540She was doing a puzzle on her lap when she was found dead on her chair.70100:31:35,540 --> 00:31:36,540Oh my gosh.70200:31:36,540 --> 00:31:39,020It was very specific to them.70300:31:39,020 --> 00:31:46,660So I really realized that day that spirit really wanted me to communicate and sat in the hot70400:31:46,660 --> 00:31:52,700tub, asked the spirit to guide me and let me know what's going on.70500:31:52,700 --> 00:31:54,700And I looked at it was the night before.70600:31:54,700 --> 00:31:58,060The night before I'd asked the spirit to kind of guide me because I was getting a lot of70700:31:58,060 --> 00:32:01,380sensations and stuff when I was down in San Diego on a vacation.70800:32:01,380 --> 00:32:04,260And that was the production the next day.70900:32:04,260 --> 00:32:09,26012 hours after I asked for it to get stronger or go away, that happened.71000:32:09,260 --> 00:32:10,260Wow.71100:32:10,260 --> 00:32:13,380That was the most significant thing I think that changed my whole thing was.71200:32:13,380 --> 00:32:14,980I asked for it.71300:32:14,980 --> 00:32:15,980I did.71400:32:15,980 --> 00:32:20,500For it to either go away, I was fine with it to go away or to make it stronger so I can understand71500:32:20,500 --> 00:32:21,500it.71600:32:21,500 --> 00:32:24,940And I asked the universe that 12 hours before she asked me about her grandmother.71700:32:24,940 --> 00:32:25,940Wow.71800:32:25,940 --> 00:32:28,940That's just crazy validation.71900:32:28,940 --> 00:32:29,940Oh my God.72000:32:29,940 --> 00:32:30,940Yes.72100:32:30,940 --> 00:32:32,940And it's been a validation ever since.72200:32:32,940 --> 00:32:33,940Wow.72300:32:33,940 --> 00:32:39,540You know, some of the stuff is, you know, some of my experiences, not during readings or72400:32:39,540 --> 00:32:43,740anything like that, but I've had experiences myself that could be so scary and that could72500:32:43,740 --> 00:32:46,300totally shoot me away for what I'm doing.72600:32:46,300 --> 00:32:51,420But I always stand very firm with anything negative and I'm like, you're not going to deter72700:32:51,420 --> 00:32:52,420me from this.72800:32:52,420 --> 00:32:53,420That's awesome.72900:32:53,420 --> 00:32:54,420Yeah.73000:32:54,420 --> 00:32:57,620It's like kind of how I am with negative stuff.73100:32:57,620 --> 00:33:01,100I'm just like, no, you can't come in here.73200:33:01,100 --> 00:33:02,100Yep.73300:33:02,100 --> 00:33:03,100Yep.73400:33:03,100 --> 00:33:05,340I've had quite a few of you want me to share those I can.73500:33:05,340 --> 00:33:06,340Yes.73600:33:06,340 --> 00:33:11,340If you feel comfortable sharing any, I would love for people to hear the really scary stuff73700:33:11,340 --> 00:33:15,020and that you're still doing it and to hear all the good stuff.73800:33:15,020 --> 00:33:20,020I just push it right through because I know that light is stronger than dark and I will73900:33:20,020 --> 00:33:22,260always honor that.74000:33:22,260 --> 00:33:25,460Just about maybe, let's see, must have been May.74100:33:25,460 --> 00:33:31,260My daughter was in the hospital for about a month while she was in labor with this baby.74200:33:31,260 --> 00:33:35,220The current ones, she ended up same issue and so they kept on the hospital for a month and74300:33:35,220 --> 00:33:38,820she ended up being okay and he was okay, which was awesome.74400:33:38,820 --> 00:33:41,220But so the whole month of May, she was in the hospital.74500:33:41,220 --> 00:33:46,500So we live about 15 minutes from my daughter and I have about 30 minutes outside of town.74600:33:46,500 --> 00:33:50,020So it was quite the hospital 30 minutes that way.74700:33:50,020 --> 00:33:53,820Her house 15 minutes, both was that way, taking care of her animals and her home while74800:33:53,820 --> 00:33:58,060she was in the hospital and going to take care of her and trying to work.74900:33:58,060 --> 00:34:03,580So man, my due dead tired, just canceled all my readings for the month of May, just dead75000:34:03,580 --> 00:34:05,220tired to the world.75100:34:05,220 --> 00:34:10,300And those are the times when darker energies can really sneak in.75200:34:10,300 --> 00:34:14,340So those are the times when you really need to protect yourself with that white light,75300:34:14,340 --> 00:34:17,700do a meditation daily and really, really protect yourself.75400:34:17,700 --> 00:34:23,540I wasn't doing it because I was just so exhausted and I was worried and I had not only the75500:34:23,540 --> 00:34:28,740fear of losing another grandchild, losing my daughter because she would have lost another75600:34:28,740 --> 00:34:30,340child, I would have lost my daughter.75700:34:30,340 --> 00:34:33,340And it just, that big on my heart.75800:34:33,340 --> 00:34:34,340So May sucked.75900:34:34,340 --> 00:34:37,820So it wasn't that long ago, it was four or five months ago.76000:34:37,820 --> 00:34:42,180And went to bed one night and I asked my husband, are you coming to bed too?76100:34:42,180 --> 00:34:44,780Because it was getting pretty late and he says, yeah, I'm coming.76200:34:44,780 --> 00:34:46,940And I could have sworn I heard him click off the TV.76300:34:46,940 --> 00:34:50,420I just could have sworn I heard it, but you know, you just hear things and stuff.76400:34:50,420 --> 00:34:54,460I walked down the hallway, we have a pretty long hallway to our bedroom and the room was76500:34:54,460 --> 00:34:58,760really dark and I just kept it that way and slid right in and it's like, oh my god, I76600:34:58,760 --> 00:35:04,220get to sleep, you know, for four hours before I have to do this all over again.76700:35:04,220 --> 00:35:08,340And I felt the bed move.76800:35:08,340 --> 00:35:10,820Nothing as far as lights changed or anything like that.76900:35:10,820 --> 00:35:12,340I felt the bed moved.77000:35:12,340 --> 00:35:15,420I felt the small of my back like a light touch.77100:35:15,420 --> 00:35:19,060And I thought, oh, my head is a bit, I get to snuggle and I love snuggles.77200:35:19,060 --> 00:35:24,540And so I'm kind of moving more towards his side, but with my back face there and all of77300:35:24,540 --> 00:35:32,220a sudden I heard a growl, a very distinct, awful, horrible growl in my ear.77400:35:32,220 --> 00:35:35,820I knew my husband would never in my, in his life growl like that.77500:35:35,820 --> 00:35:38,320It was, it was nasty.77600:35:38,320 --> 00:35:43,260And I turned around because when I have anything that happens to me negatively, I face it.77700:35:43,260 --> 00:35:46,940I never, ever coward out because I know that that's what they want.77800:35:46,940 --> 00:35:52,180So I turned and I was thinking, I'm going to see something pretty nasty right now, but it77900:35:52,180 --> 00:35:55,060didn't show itself to me, but I felt its presence.78000:35:55,060 --> 00:36:00,860And I just sat up in bed and my husband was still, I could still see the TV light down the78100:36:00,860 --> 00:36:04,740hallway since I was looking that way now.78200:36:04,740 --> 00:36:08,980And looked and I looked over there and I just went, get the hell out of my house and don't78300:36:08,980 --> 00:36:10,980you ever fucking come back.78400:36:10,980 --> 00:36:12,580And I'm screaming at it.78500:36:12,580 --> 00:36:15,100And my husband's like, what honey and I go, oh, nothing, honey.78600:36:15,100 --> 00:36:20,260I just, the cat ran across my face.78700:36:20,260 --> 00:36:21,260And I got mad at the cat.78800:36:21,260 --> 00:36:23,260You know, I had to pick up like a story really fast.78900:36:23,260 --> 00:36:27,820I'm like, uh, uh, uh, uh, I'm reading an entity from his side of the bed and he's going to79000:36:27,820 --> 00:36:29,340have to come to bed here all soon.79100:36:29,340 --> 00:36:30,700It wasn't going to happen.79200:36:30,700 --> 00:36:35,700And so I felt the presence leave like immediately and the shift and the air changed everything,79300:36:35,700 --> 00:36:38,020but I was like, oh my God.79400:36:38,020 --> 00:36:41,300And I knew immediately right then and there, I'm too tired.79500:36:41,300 --> 00:36:45,780I need to take a little mental break and I need to get some really good sleep.79600:36:45,780 --> 00:36:49,580So I kind of revenge my schedule will definitely the next day to meditate, to get some rest,79700:36:49,580 --> 00:36:55,820and eat some good food and to, you know, really be a little better about not accepting that79800:36:55,820 --> 00:36:58,700kind of energy in my home because of my fatigue.79900:36:58,700 --> 00:37:00,220And so that's what we need.80000:37:00,220 --> 00:37:06,060As light workers really need to be careful that we get broke down, they get a creep in.80100:37:06,060 --> 00:37:10,300And so being a child, you can creep in all the time because children don't have those80200:37:10,300 --> 00:37:11,460defense mechanisms.80300:37:11,460 --> 00:37:17,580My daughter was, my daughter who had the baby was terrified by spirits as a child, by negative80400:37:17,580 --> 00:37:19,860entities as a child.80500:37:19,860 --> 00:37:23,500We went through a bottle of tons probably every two months in our house and it was because80600:37:23,500 --> 00:37:25,140she had heartburn constantly.80700:37:25,140 --> 00:37:26,140Aww.80800:37:26,140 --> 00:37:27,740Or baby, I had no idea.80900:37:27,740 --> 00:37:33,060I had no idea what was going on because she was, uh, unable to speak.81000:37:33,060 --> 00:37:37,900So she got, I at such a young age that she really didn't get to develop and they didn't81100:37:37,900 --> 00:37:42,540diagnose her until she was like two, that she was starting to speak and all of a sudden tongue81200:37:42,540 --> 00:37:43,540twisted.81300:37:43,540 --> 00:37:52,220And I talked to a few mediums down the line and they're like, that's from pure fear.81400:37:52,220 --> 00:37:54,980That's from pure fear because she was talking and then all of a sudden it twisted.81500:37:54,980 --> 00:37:56,860It wasn't, she was born that way.81600:37:56,860 --> 00:38:00,380Her son was born with a tongue twist, which isn't just a tongue tie.81700:38:00,380 --> 00:38:04,860And so she was not, she did not get diagnosed as a baby and she was talking.81800:38:04,860 --> 00:38:07,860She was able to speak and then all of a sudden nothing.81900:38:07,860 --> 00:38:09,340She just couldn't even get words out.82000:38:09,340 --> 00:38:11,340So she couldn't speak to me.82100:38:11,340 --> 00:38:14,500She wasn't speaking to therapy for three days a week for a year.82200:38:14,500 --> 00:38:17,460So she couldn't speak to me and tell me what she was seeing.82300:38:17,460 --> 00:38:19,340All she had was fear in her eyes all the time.82400:38:19,340 --> 00:38:21,700And that is so heartbreaking.82500:38:21,700 --> 00:38:28,380That is one of the, you know, one of the reasons I'm, I'm an advocate really for people who82600:38:28,380 --> 00:38:31,580have been children with issues in the house.82700:38:31,580 --> 00:38:32,900I will go to your house.82800:38:32,900 --> 00:38:34,620I will talk to you for an hour on the phone.82900:38:34,620 --> 00:38:36,140I will do anything to help that child.83000:38:36,140 --> 00:38:38,300I do not want that.83100:38:38,300 --> 00:38:40,860I do not want that for children because my child lived it.83200:38:40,860 --> 00:38:41,860I lived it.83300:38:41,860 --> 00:38:43,420No one understood what I was seeing.83400:38:43,420 --> 00:38:47,900I didn't have the ability to communicate to my family about what was going on.83500:38:47,900 --> 00:38:54,260We were living in dire situations with, you know, being very poor.83600:38:54,260 --> 00:38:55,860There was no resources for that kind of stuff.83700:38:55,860 --> 00:38:56,860And I didn't understand it anyway.83800:38:56,860 --> 00:39:01,260So I just zipped it and shut it and didn't speak about it.83900:39:01,260 --> 00:39:02,780But my daughter couldn't speak.84000:39:02,780 --> 00:39:05,620I was the worst thing about it, you know.84100:39:05,620 --> 00:39:08,460So I like to give children voices if possible.84200:39:08,460 --> 00:39:09,460Yeah.84300:39:09,460 --> 00:39:11,500Oh, that is so amazing.84400:39:11,500 --> 00:39:13,940Kids shouldn't have to do with that.84500:39:13,940 --> 00:39:14,940They got enough going on.84600:39:14,940 --> 00:39:16,900They just do not need that.84700:39:16,900 --> 00:39:21,580So yeah, it's, it's a gift when, when we can help the little ones.84800:39:21,580 --> 00:39:22,580That's for sure.84900:39:22,580 --> 00:39:23,580It is.85000:39:23,580 --> 00:39:27,340And it's nice to know that there's another option too of something to look at.85100:39:27,340 --> 00:39:33,300Even if you don't necessarily believe in it, maybe just even look at it as an option to85200:39:33,300 --> 00:39:36,540help if you've gone, you know, and tried to do everything else.85300:39:36,540 --> 00:39:37,540Right.85400:39:37,540 --> 00:39:41,500If we can just offer any advice or say anything to them to give them any kind of guidance or85500:39:41,500 --> 00:39:42,500help, definitely.85600:39:42,500 --> 00:39:46,220I'm currently helping this little little lady in my town, she's 97.85700:39:46,220 --> 00:39:52,180And her family got ahold of me through social media and put it out there saying, I'm looking85800:39:52,180 --> 00:39:56,380for a meeting in the area, please don't judge me kind of a thing.85900:39:56,380 --> 00:40:00,420But if anybody can contact in, I guess my name was mentioned on there quite a few times86000:40:00,420 --> 00:40:03,620because I live in a pretty small, you know, area, Eugene, Oregon.86100:40:03,620 --> 00:40:06,620And it's not tiny, but it's not huge.86200:40:06,620 --> 00:40:10,340But a lot of people that put me down and so she contacted me and I'm so glad she did.86300:40:10,340 --> 00:40:15,300Her mother's so sweet, 97 years old, lives by herself still and wants to.86400:40:15,300 --> 00:40:20,140But from the best of what I can become is she has a portal in her house.86500:40:20,140 --> 00:40:23,740She keeps on getting spirits and keeps visiting her different ones every night.86600:40:23,740 --> 00:40:27,140And she looks at me and I like it out of my house and they'll get up and walk right out86700:40:27,140 --> 00:40:28,140of the closet.86800:40:28,140 --> 00:40:29,140It's always the closet.86900:40:29,140 --> 00:40:32,260So you got a little portal going on in her closet.87000:40:32,260 --> 00:40:33,860Why is it always the closet?87100:40:33,860 --> 00:40:36,900Oh no, my daughter was horrified by her closet.87200:40:36,900 --> 00:40:41,780But I'm going to go over there this week since I'm back from being out of town and all that87300:40:41,780 --> 00:40:42,780kind of stuff on the stage.87400:40:42,780 --> 00:40:44,420I'm going to put some crystals out.87500:40:44,420 --> 00:40:48,700And but I've been given the family advice with like salt to do all the, you know, openings87600:40:48,700 --> 00:40:51,100being very verbal about this is what I don't want.87700:40:51,100 --> 00:40:52,100This is what I want.87800:40:52,100 --> 00:40:53,940And it has been helping.87900:40:53,940 --> 00:40:57,580There has been some less activity, but I want it gone.88000:40:57,580 --> 00:41:01,18097 year old woman doesn't need to be faced with that kind of stuff.88100:41:01,180 --> 00:41:04,700It's just, you know, hard enough to get up in the morning and deal with it and everything88200:41:04,700 --> 00:41:05,700in her ailments.88300:41:05,700 --> 00:41:09,140But she's very with it, you know, and she's just like, they just sit at the end of my88400:41:09,140 --> 00:41:13,420bed and they stare at me and I'm like, oh, yeah, I know that one.88500:41:13,420 --> 00:41:15,180I had a house with a portal.88600:41:15,180 --> 00:41:16,180So I understand.88700:41:16,180 --> 00:41:20,700Oh, and they just stare at you from the hallway and they under your bed and had that88800:41:20,700 --> 00:41:21,700grown up too.88900:41:21,700 --> 00:41:25,660And you wake up and you're seeing spirit just staring at you.89000:41:25,660 --> 00:41:26,660Why?89100:41:26,660 --> 00:41:28,660I know why.89200:41:28,660 --> 00:41:36,940I've never seen anything during, like, during my waking time that I know of anyway.89300:41:36,940 --> 00:41:42,780But I've had, I had really bad sleep paralysis dreams, which now I've just, I've explained89400:41:42,780 --> 00:41:47,580away by science now, but it's so freaky.89500:41:47,580 --> 00:41:53,220But one of them was like, I would wake up and be seeing my room, but I like knew my eyes89600:41:53,220 --> 00:41:55,620were closed, but I could still see my room.89700:41:55,620 --> 00:42:00,060And I saw like a little creepy girl standing at the end of my bed staring at me and I was89800:42:00,060 --> 00:42:02,540just like, seriously.89900:42:02,540 --> 00:42:07,780It got so bad with my daughter, we were public and she would say, she's probably about eight.90000:42:07,780 --> 00:42:11,900She looked over a side of her eyes and looked over and she go, do you see that?90100:42:11,900 --> 00:42:12,900And I go, I do.90200:42:12,900 --> 00:42:14,180And she goes, okay.90300:42:14,180 --> 00:42:16,980And she'd be like, I just want to make sure she was real.90400:42:16,980 --> 00:42:21,860It got so bad because she was seeing so many and that she was being really bombarded by90500:42:21,860 --> 00:42:22,860spirit.90600:42:22,860 --> 00:42:24,380She has a lot of PTSD today because of it.90700:42:24,380 --> 00:42:25,380She admitted.90800:42:25,380 --> 00:42:26,380Like, I can't go there mom.90900:42:26,380 --> 00:42:27,780I don't want to talk about it.91000:42:27,780 --> 00:42:29,300Just way too much PTSD.91100:42:29,300 --> 00:42:31,500She was probably one of the most horrific things.91200:42:31,500 --> 00:42:32,500She was about 16.91300:42:32,500 --> 00:42:37,340So very aware, very much awake, middle of the day, towards the end of the day, but it's91400:42:37,340 --> 00:42:40,060about maybe like five, six o'clock in the evening.91500:42:40,060 --> 00:42:44,740And her then, then boyfriend now ex-boyfriend was in the bathroom.91600:42:44,740 --> 00:42:46,340We had a very long hallway.91700:42:46,340 --> 00:42:49,300He was in the bathroom in the middle of the hallway.91800:42:49,300 --> 00:42:53,420Her bedroom was at the far end of the hallway at the left.91900:42:53,420 --> 00:42:55,180And I was in the kitchen way over here.92000:42:55,180 --> 00:42:59,260So was like, you know, quite a distance away from me, but I heard the blood-curdling screen92100:42:59,260 --> 00:43:01,460that I'd never heard before.92200:43:01,460 --> 00:43:05,380And he pops his head out of the bathroom like, what was that?92300:43:05,380 --> 00:43:06,660So I know he didn't scare her.92400:43:06,660 --> 00:43:08,820It was like, there was no way within that immediate.92500:43:08,820 --> 00:43:10,620I was right there.92600:43:10,620 --> 00:43:13,180And he's like, like, go, like, go to her.92700:43:13,180 --> 00:43:14,700You know, you can get there faster than I do.92800:43:14,700 --> 00:43:16,580I was trying to get to her.92900:43:16,580 --> 00:43:19,980And by that time she ran across a man in a my room.93000:43:19,980 --> 00:43:22,860And she was, she couldn't speak.93100:43:22,860 --> 00:43:25,580She was so hysterical.93200:43:25,580 --> 00:43:26,580She couldn't speak.93300:43:26,580 --> 00:43:27,580She couldn't breathe.93400:43:27,580 --> 00:43:28,580She was turning blue.93500:43:28,580 --> 00:43:30,580I was just like, just breathe.93600:43:30,580 --> 00:43:31,580And she was just breathing.93700:43:31,580 --> 00:43:35,980And she was trying to get the words out and finally got a calm down.93800:43:35,980 --> 00:43:40,580And she was standing at the edge of the bed, grabbing a few things off the top of the bed.93900:43:40,580 --> 00:43:44,620And something underneath the bed grabbed and hung onto her ankle.94000:43:44,620 --> 00:43:45,620No.94100:43:45,620 --> 00:43:46,620There are the bed.94200:43:46,620 --> 00:43:47,620And she's 16.94300:43:47,620 --> 00:43:51,660She's not like a little five-year-old saying and making this up.94400:43:51,660 --> 00:43:52,660She was horrible.94500:43:52,660 --> 00:43:54,940My kid, she never lied about that kind of stuff.94600:43:54,940 --> 00:43:58,380I had never once ever thought she was faking it or anything like that.94700:43:58,380 --> 00:44:01,580She didn't want to, especially that kind of attention.94800:44:01,580 --> 00:44:04,060And a new her boyfriend couldn't have done it because of where he was.94900:44:04,060 --> 00:44:07,580He couldn't have got under a bed and got that, no matter the second.95000:44:07,580 --> 00:44:08,580And so I'm just like, it's okay.95100:44:08,580 --> 00:44:09,580It's okay.95200:44:09,580 --> 00:44:10,580Mommy will take care of it.95300:44:10,580 --> 00:44:13,580And she's like, you can't take care of something like that.95400:44:13,580 --> 00:44:15,980You're never walking in that room again.95500:44:15,980 --> 00:44:17,220And she was hysterical.95600:44:17,220 --> 00:44:18,980I took her and taking him home.95700:44:18,980 --> 00:44:21,340And she came back, slept in my room.95800:44:21,340 --> 00:44:24,340And the next day, I went and got him while she was at work.95900:44:24,340 --> 00:44:27,820I said, you're helping me rid whatever's in there.96000:44:27,820 --> 00:44:29,420He goes, I'm not going there there.96100:44:29,420 --> 00:44:31,620I'm not going to your house ever again.96200:44:31,620 --> 00:44:32,780I'll break up with her.96300:44:32,780 --> 00:44:33,780I don't care.96400:44:33,780 --> 00:44:36,020But you come with me.96500:44:36,020 --> 00:44:40,180And he agreed to come with me to the house and we got the sage out.96600:44:40,180 --> 00:44:41,940And I had about a 1,600 square foot house.96700:44:41,940 --> 00:44:46,820So we started at one end and worked our way there because we were both very much feeling96800:44:46,820 --> 00:44:47,820it.96900:44:47,820 --> 00:44:49,060And he's as sensitive as well.97000:44:49,060 --> 00:44:53,980He picked a boy from that had the same gussets her at a best friend with the same guss.97100:44:53,980 --> 00:44:57,500So there was a lot of stuff going on because we were all feelers and seers.97200:44:57,500 --> 00:44:58,500Yeah.97300:44:58,500 --> 00:44:59,500Oh my god.97400:44:59,500 --> 00:45:00,500Back it be bad.97500:45:00,500 --> 00:45:02,580So we went around the whole house and ended up in her room.97600:45:02,580 --> 00:45:06,420I did under the bed, the couch, opened up, I had the windows and the whole house opened97700:45:06,420 --> 00:45:08,060doors, everything.97800:45:08,060 --> 00:45:10,100And I say, I say, get out of my house.97900:45:10,100 --> 00:45:11,100You're not welcome.98000:45:11,100 --> 00:45:12,100Anything of the white light can stay.98100:45:12,100 --> 00:45:13,820I want everything else gone.98200:45:13,820 --> 00:45:17,620And we both felt it like the back of your neck hair.98300:45:17,620 --> 00:45:22,260And he was looking at his arm and he was like, it's not gone.98400:45:22,260 --> 00:45:23,260It's not gone.98500:45:23,260 --> 00:45:25,700And he goes, this isn't going anywhere.98600:45:25,700 --> 00:45:31,180And I remember something that my son and law has said to me, his family from Mexico.98700:45:31,180 --> 00:45:36,760He said they scream at them that they scream at the dark energy that the dark entities98800:45:36,760 --> 00:45:40,340to get out their house and they scream in Spanish really, really loud.98900:45:40,340 --> 00:45:42,220And I was like, you know, I'm going to try that.99000:45:42,220 --> 00:45:43,220Why not?99100:45:43,220 --> 00:45:44,220I'm mad.99200:45:44,220 --> 00:45:45,220I'm mad at this point.99300:45:45,220 --> 00:45:46,220It's not leaving.99400:45:46,220 --> 00:45:47,220It's my daughter's room and we need to have the space.99500:45:47,220 --> 00:45:48,220I'm a bear.99600:45:48,220 --> 00:45:49,900I'm a bear came out full force.99700:45:49,900 --> 00:45:57,500So I screamed some very, very loud words and stage underneath the bed one more time.99800:45:57,500 --> 00:46:03,420And then we were standing at the closet with our white sage and he goes, oh my God.99900:46:03,420 --> 00:46:05,740And I looked over and through the mattress.100000:46:05,740 --> 00:46:12,140I'm talking through the mattress, a dark swirl of smoke came through and sage is white100100:46:12,140 --> 00:46:13,860light, white, white smoke.100200:46:13,860 --> 00:46:14,860We were nowhere near it.100300:46:14,860 --> 00:46:16,780And it was coming through the mattress.100400:46:16,780 --> 00:46:17,780And I'm looking at him.100500:46:17,780 --> 00:46:21,460He's looking at me and he goes, keep looking at it.100600:46:21,460 --> 00:46:23,860And he just like keep looking at it and I go, you're right.100700:46:23,860 --> 00:46:26,900We need to tell it like it doesn't belong here.100800:46:26,900 --> 00:46:30,820It all came through and then it just hovered right above her bed and it hovered.100900:46:30,820 --> 00:46:32,980It was like testing me.101000:46:32,980 --> 00:46:35,260I had never seen anything like that in my life.101100:46:35,260 --> 00:46:36,580I felt it though.101200:46:36,580 --> 00:46:37,580It was awful.101300:46:37,580 --> 00:46:39,140Ugly energy.101400:46:39,140 --> 00:46:40,540And I just did one more scream.101500:46:40,540 --> 00:46:45,220I said, get the fuck out of my house and don't you ever come back and I point at the window101600:46:45,220 --> 00:46:47,220and that's where it went.101700:46:47,220 --> 00:46:48,220That is amazing.101800:46:48,220 --> 00:46:49,860And so he looked at me.101900:46:49,860 --> 00:46:50,860I looked at him.102000:46:50,860 --> 00:46:52,820We couldn't have got out that room fast enough.102100:46:52,820 --> 00:46:55,820We were stumbling each other through the doorway all the way.102200:46:55,820 --> 00:46:58,260I must have fallen down the hallway.102300:46:58,260 --> 00:47:01,340We made it to the other side of the house and he goes, what the hell was that?102400:47:01,340 --> 00:47:04,260And I go, that is what grabbed my daughter yesterday.102500:47:04,260 --> 00:47:06,540He goes, you got rid of it.102600:47:06,540 --> 00:47:10,220And I go, well, you helped.102700:47:10,220 --> 00:47:11,420But we got rid of it.102800:47:11,420 --> 00:47:12,700She came home from work.102900:47:12,700 --> 00:47:15,460She never knew up until a month ago or so.103000:47:15,460 --> 00:47:16,460She was 16.103100:47:16,460 --> 00:47:18,060She was 25 now.103200:47:18,060 --> 00:47:20,980She didn't know until about a month ago that I did that.103300:47:20,980 --> 00:47:21,980Oh wow.103400:47:21,980 --> 00:47:25,780She came home and she took a deep breath down the hallway because she needed to get something103500:47:25,780 --> 00:47:28,020on the room and she took a deep breath at the doorway.103600:47:28,020 --> 00:47:30,740And I was standing right there and I go, you're fine.103700:47:30,740 --> 00:47:31,740Everything's fine.103800:47:31,740 --> 00:47:34,260She went in there and she goes, it feels different.103900:47:34,260 --> 00:47:36,500And then she never told me why it felt different.104000:47:36,500 --> 00:47:37,980I never told her that I did that.104100:47:37,980 --> 00:47:38,980He never told her.104200:47:38,980 --> 00:47:40,740But yeah, she found out about a month ago.104300:47:40,740 --> 00:47:42,340I had posted something.104400:47:42,340 --> 00:47:45,260And she saw it and she goes, in my room.104500:47:45,260 --> 00:47:48,220And I'm like, oops.104600:47:48,220 --> 00:47:50,180I forgot to tell you that one.104700:47:50,180 --> 00:47:52,180Yeah, just slipped my mind.104800:47:52,180 --> 00:47:54,500I didn't think you can handle it back then, honey.104900:47:54,500 --> 00:47:55,500You were pretty stressed out.105000:47:55,500 --> 00:47:57,540But I don't want to talk about it.105100:47:57,540 --> 00:47:58,540I don't want to talk about it.105200:47:58,540 --> 00:47:59,540And I never did.105300:47:59,540 --> 00:48:00,540She never asked about it.105400:48:00,540 --> 00:48:01,540Oh, yeah.105500:48:01,540 --> 00:48:06,180She was like, that would make me feel so protected though that I had a mother who105600:48:06,180 --> 00:48:09,100was that powerful against something so dark.105700:48:09,100 --> 00:48:14,060It felt really good to be able to be that mom that my mom couldn't because she didn't understand105800:48:14,060 --> 00:48:15,060it.105900:48:15,060 --> 00:48:18,180But I could be this mom to her until she was older.106000:48:18,180 --> 00:48:19,780I wasn't able to help when she was younger.106100:48:19,780 --> 00:48:22,820And I think that's why I love helping the little.106200:48:22,820 --> 00:48:26,900I just, I feel like that's just something that's part of me.106300:48:26,900 --> 00:48:31,740And like, you know, from past experiences, past lives, whatever it is, it's just something106400:48:31,740 --> 00:48:32,740in me.106500:48:32,740 --> 00:48:35,620But that dark energy, you know, some people don't believe in dark energy.106600:48:35,620 --> 00:48:36,620I don't care what they believe.106700:48:36,620 --> 00:48:38,540I said, I'm not here to convince anybody.106800:48:38,540 --> 00:48:40,380I just know my own experiences.106900:48:40,380 --> 00:48:42,580And that was the really nasty experience.107000:48:42,580 --> 00:48:43,580Yeah.107100:48:43,580 --> 00:48:44,580Oh my gosh.107200:48:44,580 --> 00:48:47,340So how do you feel about Ouija boards?107300:48:47,340 --> 00:48:49,340I actually stay away from anything like that.107400:48:49,340 --> 00:48:53,380My friend actually made a spirit board.107500:48:53,380 --> 00:48:54,380He called it.107600:48:54,380 --> 00:48:55,700And so it's very similar to a Ouija board.107700:48:55,700 --> 00:48:56,700It was blessed.107800:48:56,700 --> 00:49:01,460And he was a, he's still practices being a Buddhist monk, but he is a medium.107900:49:01,460 --> 00:49:03,380So it's kind of a contradictory of terms.108000:49:03,380 --> 00:49:04,380Oh, okay.108100:49:04,380 --> 00:49:05,380That's really cool though.108200:49:05,380 --> 00:49:10,540He's my walking, talking contradiction of a friend, of a Buddhist monk.108300:49:10,540 --> 00:49:12,580We have a lot of laughs together.108400:49:12,580 --> 00:49:14,780But he actually made this board and had it blessed.108500:49:14,780 --> 00:49:15,940And he blessed it as making it.108600:49:15,940 --> 00:49:20,180And this, and I actually used it one time during a reading for a friend.108700:49:20,180 --> 00:49:22,020And names were coming through and this and that.108800:49:22,020 --> 00:49:24,740But it's just a tool.108900:49:24,740 --> 00:49:25,740It's just a tool.109000:49:25,740 --> 00:49:29,060I don't think Ouija boards is something that most people should play with.109100:49:29,060 --> 00:49:34,020If it's used as a tool for people who already know what they're doing, it could be okay.109200:49:34,020 --> 00:49:38,620But I don't think people should use it because I think anything could come through, but109300:49:38,620 --> 00:49:40,660anything could come through with a lot of things.109400:49:40,660 --> 00:49:41,660Yeah.109500:49:41,660 --> 00:49:44,380But more of an opportunity is what I'm saying.109600:49:44,380 --> 00:49:45,860You know, you get tired.109700:49:45,860 --> 00:49:47,900The spirit and dark spirit can come through.109800:49:47,900 --> 00:49:49,300You have a lot of grief.109900:49:49,300 --> 00:49:50,740Dark spirits can come through.110000:49:50,740 --> 00:49:54,940This is just another way for it to come through by using a board.110100:49:54,940 --> 00:49:59,540Yeah, I was kind of wondering why it's always seems to be dark energy coming through110200:49:59,540 --> 00:50:00,540Ouija board.110300:50:00,540 --> 00:50:04,300I don't think I've had a good story about Ouija board.110400:50:04,300 --> 00:50:05,300Yeah.110500:50:05,300 --> 00:50:11,380Because it's not something that most people should play with.110600:50:11,380 --> 00:50:15,180They don't have the ability to communicate with spirit.110700:50:15,180 --> 00:50:17,140Why are they communicating with spirit on a board?110800:50:17,140 --> 00:50:18,140I can be.110900:50:18,140 --> 00:50:19,780You have to go the proper way.111000:50:19,780 --> 00:50:20,780Learn a technique.111100:50:20,780 --> 00:50:22,100Do it and see what you get.111200:50:22,100 --> 00:50:26,140But don't use something that can just so easily trick you and manipulate you.111300:50:26,140 --> 00:50:29,860Always cracks me up when I hear people say.111400:50:29,860 --> 00:50:31,220All mediums and stuff.111500:50:31,220 --> 00:50:35,060You guys are just all, you know, you're just getting a mold of dark energy and they're fooling111600:50:35,060 --> 00:50:37,180you and this and that.111700:50:37,180 --> 00:50:40,140My take on that is this and my grandma actually said it to me.111800:50:40,140 --> 00:50:42,660She was very religious before she died.111900:50:42,660 --> 00:50:46,900She says, I actually like that you're a medium and I actually believe that you do have this112000:50:46,900 --> 00:50:50,580gift and I commend you for moving forward on your gift.112100:50:50,580 --> 00:50:51,860And she died about six years ago.112200:50:51,860 --> 00:50:55,100So I was, you know, kind of newer but not too new.112300:50:55,100 --> 00:50:57,780But she said, she asked because she asked me this one day.112400:50:57,780 --> 00:50:59,260She always called me baby Terry.112500:50:59,260 --> 00:51:03,580She said, baby Terry, do you ever feel anything negative when you do a reading?112600:51:03,580 --> 00:51:04,580I said, absolutely not.112700:51:04,580 --> 00:51:06,060She goes, do they leave feeling good?112800:51:06,060 --> 00:51:07,060And I said, absolutely.112900:51:07,060 --> 00:51:10,700And she goes, then that's your answer.113000:51:10,700 --> 00:51:12,100She says anything negative.113100:51:12,100 --> 00:51:18,100She says the dark, dark energy is, she called it the devil wherever you want to call it,113200:51:18,100 --> 00:51:20,620is never going to make people feel better.113300:51:20,620 --> 00:51:21,620Right.113400:51:21,620 --> 00:51:26,140So if you're doing something that makes people feel better, keep doing what you're doing.113500:51:26,140 --> 00:51:30,460And I will always, always 100% feel that way.113600:51:30,460 --> 00:51:32,340I love that so much.113700:51:32,340 --> 00:51:33,500That's beautiful.113800:51:33,500 --> 00:51:36,380So how do you feel about tarot cards and stuff like that?113900:51:36,380 --> 00:51:39,060Is it the same as like a Ouija board or do you?114000:51:39,060 --> 00:51:41,780No, I actually love tarot readings.114100:51:41,780 --> 00:51:45,900I have a deck but I really don't use my use oracle cards because I feel that they're same114200:51:45,900 --> 00:51:46,900thing.114300:51:46,900 --> 00:51:47,900Yeah.114400:51:47,900 --> 00:51:49,380The tool, it's just a tool.114500:51:49,380 --> 00:51:53,780If the person doing it is a medium, it's just a tool to use to get that same message114600:51:53,780 --> 00:51:58,100that they're going to get from feeling spirit and from seeing spirit and communication.114700:51:58,100 --> 00:51:59,740It's just a different way of communication.114800:51:59,740 --> 00:52:03,900I don't have any odd feelings or negative feelings about tarot at all.114900:52:03,900 --> 00:52:04,900Oh, that's awesome.115000:52:04,900 --> 00:52:08,420Yeah, because we have some people, we don't have a lot of people say it, but I just know115100:52:08,420 --> 00:52:12,500that there's people out there that think it's evil and people are always going to have115200:52:12,500 --> 00:52:14,500their opinion, right?115300:52:14,500 --> 00:52:19,820That scared the crap out of me when you moved your phone.115400:52:19,820 --> 00:52:23,620It sounded like a breathing and I was looking down and I was like, was it the115500:52:23,620 --> 00:52:24,620evil?115600:52:24,620 --> 00:52:25,620I love it.115700:52:25,620 --> 00:52:29,620That's so funny.115800:52:29,620 --> 00:52:34,020So I actually brought my moon oracle deck today.115900:52:34,020 --> 00:52:35,420Should I pull a card?116000:52:35,420 --> 00:52:36,420Yeah, sure.116100:52:36,420 --> 00:52:37,420Let's do it.116200:52:37,420 --> 00:52:38,420I can pull one too if you want me to.116300:52:38,420 --> 00:52:39,420Yeah.116400:52:39,420 --> 00:52:40,420What do you have?116500:52:40,420 --> 00:52:41,420I got mystical journey.116600:52:41,420 --> 00:52:42,420Ooh, I love it.116700:52:42,420 --> 00:52:43,420Yeah.116800:52:43,420 --> 00:52:44,420Those are so pretty.116900:52:44,420 --> 00:52:46,420I love this deck.117000:52:46,420 --> 00:52:51,300Yeah, this one would not let me leave the store without it.117100:52:51,300 --> 00:52:55,260I tried and I was like, no, I had to take it home.117200:52:55,260 --> 00:52:56,260Got to do it.117300:52:56,260 --> 00:52:57,260Got to do it.117400:52:57,260 --> 00:52:58,260I love that.117500:52:58,260 --> 00:52:59,260Yeah.117600:52:59,260 --> 00:53:01,980We've had a beautiful relationship ever since.117700:53:01,980 --> 00:53:02,980And these are my colors.117800:53:02,980 --> 00:53:04,980I was very drawn to the colors.117900:53:04,980 --> 00:53:09,860These are just when you're drawn to color and you're drawn to different artwork and stuff.118000:53:09,860 --> 00:53:13,460Like, speaking to you, like, oh, you got to do that.118100:53:13,460 --> 00:53:14,460That's going to be something.118200:53:14,460 --> 00:53:16,660That's what I pay attention to.118300:53:16,660 --> 00:53:19,460Who already had a card that popped.118400:53:19,460 --> 00:53:22,180Oh, you're dead.118500:53:22,180 --> 00:53:23,180Yeah.118600:53:23,180 --> 00:53:25,180You're more talented than me.118700:53:25,180 --> 00:53:28,300My flip, flip, flip, it flips right out.118800:53:28,300 --> 00:53:29,300It'll fall on the floor.118900:53:29,300 --> 00:53:30,300Also my lap.119000:53:30,300 --> 00:53:31,500It's crazy.119100:53:31,500 --> 00:53:32,500People have seen it.119200:53:32,500 --> 00:53:34,220They're like, oh, my stars.119300:53:34,220 --> 00:53:36,060That's crazy how fast that comes through.119400:53:36,060 --> 00:53:38,140And it's usually two, three in.119500:53:38,140 --> 00:53:39,140And I got a card.119600:53:39,140 --> 00:53:40,140Oh, I love that.119700:53:40,140 --> 00:53:41,140Yeah.119800:53:41,140 --> 00:53:42,140That happens to me sometimes.119900:53:42,140 --> 00:53:45,780I don't think of somebody during the day too, like my stepdaughter down to San Diego.120000:53:45,780 --> 00:53:49,420I'll be thinking of her and I'll be like, oh, I got a full record card, like immediately.120100:53:49,420 --> 00:53:54,500And I'll go do her and send the card and send a picture of the book.120200:53:54,500 --> 00:53:57,060And she goes, you have zero idea right now.120300:53:57,060 --> 00:53:59,620How flip and much I needed to hear those words.120400:53:59,620 --> 00:54:03,860Like, it is always spot on and try to on Facebook every Saturday.120500:54:03,860 --> 00:54:07,380I pull, I put out three cards and I put them upside down.120600:54:07,380 --> 00:54:11,980And I say, pick one that you're drawn to from just the energy.120700:54:11,980 --> 00:54:16,060And then on Sunday, generally, I turn it around and I take a picture of it and I give120800:54:16,060 --> 00:54:18,340the message down below.120900:54:18,340 --> 00:54:26,260I tell you, almost every single person that ever partakes in that, they're like, it's121000:54:26,260 --> 00:54:29,460like spot on me for this, what's going on this weekend, what's going on my life when121100:54:29,460 --> 00:54:31,500I'm anticipating tomorrow blah, blah, blah, blah.121200:54:31,500 --> 00:54:32,900This is like, how was that so?121300:54:32,900 --> 00:54:34,660And it's just like, because you drew it.121400:54:34,660 --> 00:54:35,660Yeah.121500:54:35,660 --> 00:54:36,660You felt the energy.121600:54:36,660 --> 00:54:37,660You felt the energy.121700:54:37,660 --> 00:54:38,660You went to it.121800:54:38,660 --> 00:54:41,340So we have more power than we know.121900:54:41,340 --> 00:54:44,500We need to realize that we do have a lot of power.122000:54:44,500 --> 00:54:45,500Everybody has this gift.122100:54:45,500 --> 00:54:46,500It's just act upon it.122200:54:46,500 --> 00:54:47,500Yeah.122300:54:47,500 --> 00:54:50,940We're all connected.122400:54:50,940 --> 00:54:52,980So we all obviously have the same gifts.122500:54:52,980 --> 00:54:57,540We just have it in different levels and different ways because some of us actually study122600:54:57,540 --> 00:54:59,780it and move forward with it.122700:54:59,780 --> 00:55:03,580I mean, I decided to practice it as soon as it started becoming more real like that one122800:55:03,580 --> 00:55:05,460day with my daughter, Shron Katie.122900:55:05,460 --> 00:55:09,180It was like, well, I guess this is what I am now.123000:55:09,180 --> 00:55:13,460So they're to get on the ball and start doing it.123100:55:13,460 --> 00:55:15,660I guess this is my life now.123200:55:15,660 --> 00:55:18,580You're like, you know, hard to just a date when you're in medium.123300:55:18,580 --> 00:55:19,580Oh my gosh.123400:55:19,580 --> 00:55:20,580I bet.123500:55:20,580 --> 00:55:22,020I could write a book on that.123600:55:22,020 --> 00:55:23,620Oh my gosh.123700:55:23,620 --> 00:55:27,300My current husband, we've been together for four years now.123800:55:27,300 --> 00:55:31,660When we went our first date a little over four years ago, he was going to be my last date.123900:55:31,660 --> 00:55:32,740I put out to the universe.124000:55:32,740 --> 00:55:34,260I don't want to date anymore.124100:55:34,260 --> 00:55:36,980If this is the one, make it happen otherwise, I'm done.124200:55:36,980 --> 00:55:38,540And he was the one.124300:55:38,540 --> 00:55:40,740And he had said, he pretty much said the same thing.124400:55:40,740 --> 00:55:41,740He was like, feeling the same way.124500:55:41,740 --> 00:55:43,860He was just like, I hate this dating stuff.124600:55:43,860 --> 00:55:44,860It's just, yeah.124700:55:44,860 --> 00:55:48,180This is too hard, especially when you're in your 50s or we were both in our late 40s.124800:55:48,180 --> 00:55:49,420I think he just turned 50.124900:55:49,420 --> 00:55:50,940I was turning 50.125000:55:50,940 --> 00:55:55,940And so he started talking about his past and this and that.125100:55:55,940 --> 00:55:57,420And I was like, thank you for sharing.125200:55:57,420 --> 00:55:59,540That is such a hard thing to share.125300:55:59,540 --> 00:56:01,140And I said, can I share something about me?125400:56:01,140 --> 00:56:02,140He said, sure.125500:56:02,140 --> 00:56:08,180I said on the medium and he goes, oh, you look more like a small.125600:56:08,180 --> 00:56:09,980Where I fell in love with him that night.125700:56:09,980 --> 00:56:10,980Oh, good answer.125800:56:10,980 --> 00:56:11,980Good answer.125900:56:11,980 --> 00:56:12,980Good answer.126000:56:12,980 --> 00:56:14,980And I go, do you know what a medium is?126100:56:14,980 --> 00:56:19,420And he goes, not particularly, but I didn't want to insult you.126200:56:19,420 --> 00:56:20,420You look like a small.126300:56:20,420 --> 00:56:21,820That is so freaking cute.126400:56:21,820 --> 00:56:24,540That is because I wasn't trying to be cute.126500:56:24,540 --> 00:56:26,460It just felt right to say it.126600:56:26,460 --> 00:56:27,460Oh my gosh.126700:56:27,460 --> 00:56:29,780And I absolutely was falling in love with him that night.126800:56:29,780 --> 00:56:30,780It was so funny.126900:56:30,780 --> 00:56:32,420I thought it was so sweet.127000:56:32,420 --> 00:56:33,820Oh my goodness.127100:56:33,820 --> 00:56:37,220So I did have a card pop out.127200:56:37,220 --> 00:56:40,660So I was, you know, doing shopping and it popped out.127300:56:40,660 --> 00:56:41,660Nice.127400:56:41,660 --> 00:56:42,660It was authentic.127500:56:42,660 --> 00:56:44,780I love it.127600:56:44,780 --> 00:56:46,020I love it.127700:56:46,020 --> 00:56:50,980Which I feel like totally relates to what we were talking about today.127800:56:50,980 --> 00:56:51,980Definitely.127900:56:51,980 --> 00:56:57,260So I'm going to go to the little page here and see what it says.128000:56:57,260 --> 00:56:59,780So these have a quote in here.128100:56:59,780 --> 00:57:01,940So it says authentic.128200:57:01,940 --> 00:57:05,660The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are.128300:57:05,660 --> 00:57:07,580CJ Young.128400:57:07,580 --> 00:57:08,980I love that.128500:57:08,980 --> 00:57:09,980Yes.128600:57:09,980 --> 00:57:11,220This is so perfect.128700:57:11,220 --> 00:57:12,220I love it.128800:57:12,220 --> 00:57:17,500So true because, you know, to be your authentic self and really push forward.128900:57:17,500 --> 00:57:21,900And if you know you have a gift and you want to do something in life, if you don't use129000:57:21,900 --> 00:57:24,780it, it's just like wasting this lifetime of this time.129100:57:24,780 --> 00:57:28,420You need to be able to do things like, like I said, I'm very drawn to helping children129200:57:28,420 --> 00:57:29,420and this and that.129300:57:29,420 --> 00:57:33,300I feel like I was supposed to be here to help with that.129400:57:33,300 --> 00:57:38,260It's like that is a huge purpose of mine and giving children a voice.129500:57:38,260 --> 00:57:41,820That's actually my next book I'm working on.129600:57:41,820 --> 00:57:44,140And so it's really important to me.129700:57:44,140 --> 00:57:49,100So you've got to take what you already are feeling and then you've got to push forward.129800:57:49,100 --> 00:57:53,300Even if you do it in such a small way or a very magnified way, does it matter?129900:57:53,300 --> 00:57:54,300You still use it.130000:57:54,300 --> 00:57:55,300Yeah.130100:57:55,300 --> 00:57:58,620You know, like it's help people, even if you just fall into your time and you do this,130200:57:58,620 --> 00:58:00,980da da da da, you're using that gift.130300:58:00,980 --> 00:58:05,700You're helping develop something inside of you and others and that's really what being130400:58:05,700 --> 00:58:06,700authentic is.130500:58:06,700 --> 00:58:07,700Yeah.130600:58:07,700 --> 00:58:08,700And start small.130700:58:08,700 --> 00:58:09,700Don't put any pressure on it.130800:58:09,700 --> 00:58:10,700Certainly.130900:58:10,700 --> 00:58:16,700There's times like, I mean, some days, some months are just reading after reading after reading131000:58:16,700 --> 00:58:21,740after reading and then other months it's like really slow and I take pride in that I take.131100:58:21,740 --> 00:58:23,340I'm like, oh thank god it's slow right now.131200:58:23,340 --> 00:58:27,780I can breathe again for a little while and I kind of look forward to the down moments.131300:58:27,780 --> 00:58:30,620And then there's sometimes I feel like I don't want to do this anymore.131400:58:30,620 --> 00:58:35,140I'm too busy or this is going on and I just remember and I go back and I'm like, no,131500:58:35,140 --> 00:58:36,140I'm supposed to do this.131600:58:36,140 --> 00:58:39,820It's just that means life is talking to me right now and I need to step back a little bit.131700:58:39,820 --> 00:58:42,180And I'm in a step back period right now.131800:58:42,180 --> 00:58:43,180It's been a busy year.131900:58:43,180 --> 00:58:44,700We've had a lot of losses here.132000:58:44,700 --> 00:58:46,500I've lost, follow my mom.132100:58:46,500 --> 00:58:51,980My nephew, my whole thing with my daughter having the baby, all these things came up and132200:58:51,980 --> 00:58:54,660said, just hold them out of time.132300:58:54,660 --> 00:58:55,660That's just been since May.132400:58:55,660 --> 00:58:59,980And it's only in October and it's just was one thing after that.132500:58:59,980 --> 00:59:01,740I haven't had a lot of time to breathe.132600:59:01,740 --> 00:59:06,340And so stepping back from what your gift is is, okay, it doesn't mean you're never going132700:59:06,340 --> 00:59:07,340to do it again.132800:59:07,340 --> 00:59:08,940It just means you need a breather.132900:59:08,940 --> 00:59:09,940We're only human.133000:59:09,940 --> 00:59:11,340We're in this body.133100:59:11,340 --> 00:59:12,500We need to take care of this body.133200:59:12,500 --> 00:59:14,540Otherwise we can't do what we're doing.133300:59:14,540 --> 00:59:15,540Exactly.133400:59:15,540 --> 00:59:17,180That's really important.133500:59:17,180 --> 00:59:20,020So my card would love.133600:59:20,020 --> 00:59:21,980My card was take back your power.133700:59:21,980 --> 00:59:23,460Oh, I love that.133800:59:23,460 --> 00:59:25,620These like totally go together.133900:59:25,620 --> 00:59:32,220Black, it mine doesn't have a short little thing, but the action card, the action at the end134000:59:32,220 --> 00:59:36,860is use the symbol of the water lily as encouragement to speak your truth and acknowledge134100:59:36,860 --> 00:59:38,020how you really feel.134200:59:38,020 --> 00:59:43,580When you speak up and honor your soul, if you don't speak up and stay underwater, you134300:59:43,580 --> 00:59:45,620cannot shine your true light.134400:59:45,620 --> 00:59:47,620Oh, that's so beautiful.134500:59:47,620 --> 00:59:49,620Oh, then tick.134600:59:49,620 --> 00:59:50,620Seriously.134700:59:50,620 --> 00:59:51,620Okay, easy.134800:59:51,620 --> 00:59:52,620This has more to it.134900:59:52,620 --> 00:59:55,980It has a whole little page and I think I should read it now.135000:59:55,980 --> 00:59:56,980You should.135100:59:56,980 --> 00:59:57,980You should.135200:59:57,980 --> 00:59:58,980Yeah, mine has a whole page.135300:59:58,980 --> 00:59:59,980I just said the last part too.135400:59:59,980 --> 01:00:00,980Oh, okay.135501:00:00,980 --> 01:00:01,980Yeah, let's see.135601:00:01,980 --> 01:00:02,980Okay.135701:00:02,980 --> 01:00:07,100So the keywords are shed and brace and true begin to peel away your layers.135801:00:07,100 --> 01:00:13,220Try to reverse and go back from adulthood to childhood to discover your authentic self.135901:00:13,220 --> 01:00:18,860Unfortunately, society can influence us slowly molding us into cookie cutter humans.136001:00:18,860 --> 01:00:23,660By the time we reach adulthood, we have often lost sight of our genuine selves.136101:00:23,660 --> 01:00:29,700Your peer and raw being is safely tucked away in your deepest core where you protect it136201:00:29,700 --> 01:00:31,020from others.136301:00:31,020 --> 01:00:38,580Be brave and do not let others unnecessarily influence you, your beliefs, values and opinions.136401:00:38,580 --> 01:00:39,900Stay true to yourself.136501:00:39,900 --> 01:00:43,060Embrace your private thoughts and entertain your passions.136601:00:43,060 --> 01:00:44,060Oh, my God.136701:00:44,060 --> 01:00:48,180Celebrate all that you have learned from your life's experiences.136801:00:48,180 --> 01:00:52,500Carry your own unique and individual torch high with pride.136901:00:52,500 --> 01:00:54,460Oh, yeah.137001:00:54,460 --> 01:00:59,700And the intention says, like go of the facade, you may be wearing to please others.137101:00:59,700 --> 01:01:03,980Purify, feel your freedom and embrace your true self.137201:01:03,980 --> 01:01:04,980Wow.137301:01:04,980 --> 01:01:05,980Wow.137401:01:05,980 --> 01:01:06,980Wow.137501:01:06,980 --> 01:01:09,100It likes to talk to me about tracks like five times.137601:01:09,100 --> 01:01:10,980I'm like, whoa, whoa.137701:01:10,980 --> 01:01:16,260It's so true and it's taking back the power card that I pulled is so similar that authentic137801:01:16,260 --> 01:01:18,260self.137901:01:18,260 --> 01:01:22,780I'll read a little bit more to the water lily because it's a water lily on there.138001:01:22,780 --> 01:01:24,020Oh, I love that.138101:01:24,020 --> 01:01:27,660The water lily is an ancient symbol that signifies hope, rebirth and purification.138201:01:27,660 --> 01:01:31,660It represents your earth bound human self reaching for the light on this card.138301:01:31,660 --> 01:01:35,220The lily roots are very deep in the mud, which symbolizes your earth life.138401:01:35,220 --> 01:01:39,540The beautiful flowers emerge from the water and reach towards the sky, embodying your138501:01:39,540 --> 01:01:41,740yearning to connect with your higher self.138601:01:41,740 --> 01:01:45,460In this image, the woman's soul is being tethered by pillars because she is not expressing138701:01:45,460 --> 01:01:46,460her needs.138801:01:46,460 --> 01:01:47,460Stop being authentic.138901:01:47,460 --> 01:01:48,460Wow.139001:01:48,460 --> 01:01:53,020Our people and herself small can be hesitancy to speak your truth.139101:01:53,020 --> 01:01:57,620Instead, you say silent in an effort to keep the peace and minimize conflict.139201:01:57,620 --> 01:02:01,740Speaking up means being true to yourself and taking back your power.139301:02:01,740 --> 01:02:05,580Maybe you are scared of making a mistake of making some changes or finding yourself alone.139401:02:05,580 --> 01:02:08,860The taking back your power card appears when you need to say something you've been wishing139501:02:08,860 --> 01:02:10,740to verbalize for a long time.139601:02:10,740 --> 01:02:12,220Remember who you truly are.139701:02:12,220 --> 01:02:16,660For your soul knows that if you speak your truth, you will not only survive, but will139801:02:16,660 --> 01:02:17,660thrive.139901:02:17,660 --> 01:02:22,220Express how you feel even if you are scared or you run the risk of losing your spirit.140001:02:22,220 --> 01:02:23,220Woo!140101:02:23,220 --> 01:02:24,220Wow.140201:02:24,220 --> 01:02:25,220Those are good.140301:02:25,220 --> 01:02:31,180How did we get such connected cards and how far apart are we?140401:02:31,180 --> 01:02:32,180Right.140501:02:32,180 --> 01:02:33,180Isn't that crazy?140601:02:33,180 --> 01:02:34,180Yeah.140701:02:34,180 --> 01:02:39,220And we're really talking about that about being true to who we are and being honest about,140801:02:39,220 --> 01:02:43,340you know, being a medium and being who I am and helping kids speak their truth.140901:02:43,340 --> 01:02:45,860It's like, that's the authentic.141001:02:45,860 --> 01:02:47,500I want kids to be authentic.141101:02:47,500 --> 01:02:51,700I want little girls, little boys to grow up and just be their authentic self no matter what141201:02:51,700 --> 01:02:52,700it is.141301:02:52,700 --> 01:02:57,740You know, giving our little ones the power, I think, is the most important thing we can do141401:02:57,740 --> 01:02:58,740for them right now.141501:02:58,740 --> 01:03:00,380I love that.141601:03:00,380 --> 01:03:04,220And I also think we always say we do tarot on the show.141701:03:04,220 --> 01:03:06,340You know, we're a true crime and paranormal podcast.141801:03:06,340 --> 01:03:12,380So it kind of goes tarot with the paranormal side, but we don't really see that a lot, but141901:03:12,380 --> 01:03:16,900everyone always asks why we want to incorporate the tarot readings just to be unique.142001:03:16,900 --> 01:03:20,860But it was mostly just because that's just who we are.142101:03:20,860 --> 01:03:24,820So we just want to do what we do every day.142201:03:24,820 --> 01:03:25,820Yes.142301:03:25,820 --> 01:03:27,340You want to do what makes you feel right.142401:03:27,340 --> 01:03:30,820You also want to have an audience and you need to be able to relate to many people.142501:03:30,820 --> 01:03:35,540And, you know, like, you know, with me working with the light, I can't help but the dark142601:03:35,540 --> 01:03:40,300tries to get me sometimes, you know, I don't sometimes have a choice.142701:03:40,300 --> 01:03:44,500But, you know, we got to remember the light and the dark are always there.142801:03:44,500 --> 01:03:46,660They're best of each other.142901:03:46,660 --> 01:03:50,380But so yeah, I stick with the white light, but look at the dark stuff.143001:03:50,380 --> 01:03:51,780So it tries to sneak in.143101:03:51,780 --> 01:03:53,260I can't help that.143201:03:53,260 --> 01:03:54,260Yeah.143301:03:54,260 --> 01:03:58,740We all just have to be strong and remember that we have the power we can do.143401:03:58,740 --> 01:03:59,740Yes.143501:03:59,740 --> 01:04:00,740Absolutely.143601:04:00,740 --> 01:04:06,900The power is truly the most important gift that we can give them because that will last143701:04:06,900 --> 01:04:07,900a lifetime.143801:04:07,900 --> 01:04:12,660It's like the old saying with teacher man to fish, you know, so he can he can fend for143901:04:12,660 --> 01:04:14,260himself for lifetime.144001:04:14,260 --> 01:04:15,260It's the same thing.144101:04:15,260 --> 01:04:19,460Giving somebody the power to be able to protect themselves.144201:04:19,460 --> 01:04:26,860I've done many, many, many little small clips and I even did a class one time about protecting144301:04:26,860 --> 01:04:29,260yourself, protecting your energy and how to do it.144401:04:29,260 --> 01:04:34,420One of the main things is to keep the light around you and that is taking care of yourself,144501:04:34,420 --> 01:04:42,540self-care wise, going into nature and really absorbing nature, eating well, meditating daily,144601:04:42,540 --> 01:04:46,660keeping those vibration levels up because that when I realized that that dark entity had144701:04:46,660 --> 01:04:51,060gone through and growled in my ear, I realized that my vibrational level must have been so144801:04:51,060 --> 01:04:54,260low that he's like, oh, I'm going to match you.144901:04:54,260 --> 01:04:58,300You're right at my level now because I was so down deep and dark.145001:04:58,300 --> 01:05:04,140And what I realized at that time too is with my daughter being in the hospital, I was having145101:05:04,140 --> 01:05:09,500so much fear because of what happened before to her losing that baby and what it was going145201:05:09,500 --> 01:05:10,500to do to her.145301:05:10,500 --> 01:05:18,420And so my granddaughter actually stepped in one night when all this was going on and she145401:05:18,420 --> 01:05:24,780had me remember, grandma, you can't have faith in fear in your heart at the same time.145501:05:24,780 --> 01:05:26,660Figure out which one you want and keep that one.145601:05:26,660 --> 01:05:31,300And so my daughter was actually in the ER when this was happening right before she got145701:05:31,300 --> 01:05:33,140put in the hospital for 30 days.145801:05:33,140 --> 01:05:38,940She was in the ER for a scare and that's when my granddaughter came to me and she goes, grandma145901:05:38,940 --> 01:05:41,860she's going to be okay.146001:05:41,860 --> 01:05:44,500I told her I'm going to have a brother and he's going to be okay.146101:05:44,500 --> 01:05:49,500And so I had to take that fear out of my heart and I had to replace it with that faith146201:05:49,500 --> 01:05:50,740and I just knew.146301:05:50,740 --> 01:05:53,340And ten minutes later she called and she says, oh, I'm good.146401:05:53,340 --> 01:05:55,220They're sending me home.146501:05:55,220 --> 01:05:57,820And I was like, okay.146601:05:57,820 --> 01:05:59,860Thank you, Adalie.146701:05:59,860 --> 01:06:01,100Thank you.146801:06:01,100 --> 01:06:06,860Also, I noticed while you were saying that this kind of, it's like a pink moon and it kind146901:06:06,860 --> 01:06:11,060of looks like, you know, the little, what are those called above baby's cribs?147001:06:11,060 --> 01:06:12,860Oh, the little mobile.147101:06:12,860 --> 01:06:13,860Yeah.147201:06:13,860 --> 01:06:14,860It looks like a mobile up there.147301:06:14,860 --> 01:06:15,860He loves mobile.147401:06:15,860 --> 01:06:16,860Oh my God.147501:06:16,860 --> 01:06:19,780He just, there looks at those mobiles.147601:06:19,780 --> 01:06:22,700He's, I swear, he sees a sister when I'm sure.147701:06:22,700 --> 01:06:24,940The face is going everywhere.147801:06:24,940 --> 01:06:25,940He looks over.147901:06:25,940 --> 01:06:30,260They have a memorial stand in the corner and he dares at that memorial stand ever since he148001:06:30,260 --> 01:06:31,260was two months old.148101:06:31,260 --> 01:06:32,940He just stares at it, stares at it.148201:06:32,940 --> 01:06:39,660And I'm like, my God, he sees her and he's done the whole, what do you do around me?148301:06:39,660 --> 01:06:41,660And I, God, I love seeing that.148401:06:41,660 --> 01:06:45,540I'm like, it's so beautiful.148501:06:45,540 --> 01:06:46,540It's so beautiful.148601:06:46,540 --> 01:06:48,540It is amazing.148701:06:48,540 --> 01:06:52,660It's truly amazing to be able to do a reading for somebody who's lost a baby.148801:06:52,660 --> 01:06:57,340To me has been one of the greatest gifts of being a medium because they get to not only148901:06:57,340 --> 01:07:02,580know that their baby stays with them in spirit and is always with them, but I mean, I got names149001:07:02,580 --> 01:07:05,300and I remember saying one time I was like doing one.149101:07:05,300 --> 01:07:11,580I'm like, she wants to say Lily, Lily, Lily, I keep on and she was just like, she goes,149201:07:11,580 --> 01:07:14,620that was supposed to be our little girl's name when we changed the name.149301:07:14,620 --> 01:07:15,620And you wait at that.149401:07:15,620 --> 01:07:18,380They're like, they're like all over.149501:07:18,380 --> 01:07:23,100You're trying to like, she'll know if you say Lily.149601:07:23,100 --> 01:07:28,220And so I love it because they get that immediately crocodile tears are going, but it's of joy.149701:07:28,220 --> 01:07:29,700And so it's like they aren't with me, huh?149801:07:29,700 --> 01:07:31,940I'm like, they're with you and don't worry.149901:07:31,940 --> 01:07:33,180There's another baby coming out.150001:07:33,180 --> 01:07:35,220I usually know and there's another baby coming.150101:07:35,220 --> 01:07:39,980There's been some tragedy and stuff like that with some, you know, cases, but I only feel150201:07:39,980 --> 01:07:44,660what I feel like there's another baby coming that I can't always know exactly.150301:07:44,660 --> 01:07:48,140I'm not a, you know, not a fortune teller.150401:07:48,140 --> 01:07:56,180But I feel like these pregnant, I've definitely felt that I've even guessed a baby name one150501:07:56,180 --> 01:07:57,180time.150601:07:57,180 --> 01:07:58,180Oh my gosh.150701:07:58,180 --> 01:08:02,980My friend of mine's her sister was pregnant and they just found out that it was a girl and150801:08:02,980 --> 01:08:04,500they had a girl name picked out.150901:08:04,500 --> 01:08:06,780Nobody knew the name and she was like, touch my belly.151001:08:06,780 --> 01:08:07,780And I'm like, okay.151101:08:07,780 --> 01:08:08,780And she goes, see if you know.151201:08:08,780 --> 01:08:10,540And I'm like, this isn't going to work.151301:08:10,540 --> 01:08:12,540I don't know what you're talking about.151401:08:12,540 --> 01:08:13,540There's a girl.151501:08:13,540 --> 01:08:15,620I'm like, you're not, I'm not going to know this.151601:08:15,620 --> 01:08:17,340And I'm like, oh my god.151701:08:17,340 --> 01:08:19,180I started to get the letters.151801:08:19,180 --> 01:08:20,180I started to get the letters.151901:08:20,180 --> 01:08:21,900And I'm like, I don't want to say it.152001:08:21,900 --> 01:08:22,900She was just saying it.152101:08:22,900 --> 01:08:23,900Just say it.152201:08:23,900 --> 01:08:27,660And I said the name and she was just like, no.152301:08:27,660 --> 01:08:32,500And everybody's like in the family because only two people knew her and her husband, nobody152401:08:32,500 --> 01:08:33,500else.152501:08:33,500 --> 01:08:34,500Like, is that her name?152601:08:34,500 --> 01:08:36,300They're like, oh my god.152701:08:36,300 --> 01:08:38,300And I want that.152801:08:38,300 --> 01:08:39,540I don't think it was a baby telling me.152901:08:39,540 --> 01:08:41,540I think it was grandma telling me.153001:08:41,540 --> 01:08:43,380Grandma, I think spirit was telling me.153101:08:43,380 --> 01:08:45,460It could have been the baby, but I don't know.153201:08:45,460 --> 01:08:48,180I don't know how that works.153301:08:48,180 --> 01:08:50,220But the babies are just amazing.153401:08:50,220 --> 01:08:51,220Baby energy really is.153501:08:51,220 --> 01:08:54,420I just want people to know their babies don't leave them.153601:08:54,420 --> 01:08:56,460Their babies don't leave them.153701:08:56,460 --> 01:08:57,660That's why I wrote that book.153801:08:57,660 --> 01:09:00,940Their babies don't leave them.153901:09:00,940 --> 01:09:05,900Thank you so much for sharing all of those very personal stories with us.154001:09:05,900 --> 01:09:07,420I'm an open book, literally.154101:09:07,420 --> 01:09:10,140And that's why, my life, I'm an open book.154201:09:10,140 --> 01:09:15,420And I feel like, if I share my story with others, then they won't be.154301:09:15,420 --> 01:09:17,540So apprehensive of sharing theirs.154401:09:17,540 --> 01:09:18,740And we are all of one.154501:09:18,740 --> 01:09:21,180We're all supposed to be just, we're all connected.154601:09:21,180 --> 01:09:23,420Let's connect more, you know?154701:09:23,420 --> 01:09:25,140And that way they don't live in fear.154801:09:25,140 --> 01:09:28,300That's the last thing I want anybody to do is live in fear for the rest of their life in154901:09:28,300 --> 01:09:29,300this world.155001:09:29,300 --> 01:09:30,300It's not worth it.155101:09:30,300 --> 01:09:31,300It's too much time.155201:09:31,300 --> 01:09:32,300Takes too much energy.155301:09:32,300 --> 01:09:33,300Seriously.155401:09:33,300 --> 01:09:34,300Thank you so much.155501:09:34,300 --> 01:09:38,780Is there anything else that you wanted to talk about or share or plug?155601:09:38,780 --> 01:09:42,300My healingheartsmedium.com page.155701:09:42,300 --> 01:09:47,740That's my website, healingheartsmedium.com and Adalie the Angel Becomes a Sister.155801:09:47,740 --> 01:09:49,140It's on Amazon.155901:09:49,140 --> 01:09:50,140Perfect.156001:09:50,140 --> 01:09:51,140Yay, thank you so much.156101:09:51,140 --> 01:09:53,140I was so great to talk to you.156201:09:53,140 --> 01:09:54,140I was so great to talk to you.156301:09:54,140 --> 01:09:55,980I appreciate this time.156401:09:55,980 --> 01:09:57,380You have a wonderful afternoon.156501:09:57,380 --> 01:09:58,380You too.156601:09:58,380 --> 01:09:59,980Have a creepy ass day.156701:09:59,980 --> 01:10:09,980[Music]156801:10:09,980 --> 01:10:19,980[Music]156901:10:19,980 --> 01:10:29,980[Music]157001:10:29,980 --> 01:10:33,980[Music]157101:10:33,980 --> 01:10:43,980[Music]